Love Suckers

Chapter Eight

SORRY FOT THE LATE UPDATE GUYS!!!!!!!! IM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY!! PLEASE DON'T GATHER YOUR PITCH FORKS AND TORCHES!!!!! I ve been away and I haven't gotten the time to update my stroy at all. IM SO SORRY! BUT I FOUND TIME!! AND THAT TIME IS NOW!

I DEDICATE THIS TO MAY_BOOK_WORM!!! I REALLY REALLY REEEALLY APPRECIATE THE CONFIDENCE SHE'S GIVING ME TO CONTINUE THIS STORY ♥

(I changed around the setting of the way my story looks lol) ;)

Enjoy ;)

You might need a napkin.

This chapter will get you emotional..............

(there will be an author's note at the end..THERE WILL BE A LINK!!!)

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The rest of my day was a blur. When I left the hospital earlier in the day and got home, I felt so empty and dark without Gabe next to me. At first I was okay and stable but once I thought about what happened over and over again, I cracked. If me and Gabe went home after getting my hair done and moved along with our day, I would have been here probably reading or watching T.V. Me and Gabe would still be best friends. I don't even know what's happening with us. 

And that vision.

The vision of Gabe...

The dark crimson liquid flowing down his chin, dripping down down down and onto the wet floor. The blood mixing in with the rain, making it look toxic with poison. And that girl.

The way her body layed there, lifeless. Her body facing me, her neck dripping blood. Her eyes rolled back into her head, as if she's reading her own mind. Her life ruined because the loss of so much blood. Her dirty blonde hair was brown, due to the pouring rain. 

For some reason, it felt real. 

The way Gabe's eyes apologized to me. It just felt so...real. As if he was staring right into me, crawling underneath my skin. Underneath every blood cell, and into my heart. 

Im scared of what will happen next. 

These thoughts ran through my head as I layed on my bed, covered with my blanket. I feel so empty. So excluded.

My mom and dad won't be going to work for about a week. They bring in things for me to eat from time to time but I don't eat it. It just stayed on the desk next to my bed until my parents came in and took it away only to bring another fresh plate.

I layed facing the wall with my phone placed next to my pillow. I played the song Gabe sang to me in 8th grade....

I still remember that day like it was yesturday. 

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I was sitting in my chair, looking into my microscope I got for Christmas. I was upstairs in my room while I heard the laughter of my parents floating up to me through the vents. It was a beautiful night despite the chilly wind. The stars shined, and the moon glowed and the sky was dark making it look mysterious. I always wondered what was beyond the stars, moon, or even our galaxy. If this takes my breath away I have know idea what im missing. 

"Psst" I heard a whisper.

I got out of my chair and glared at the moon through the lens.

"Hey" I heard again.

Oh gosh. The moon's talking to me!? 

"Are you talking to me, Almighty moon?" I whispered back. 

I heard something that sounded like a clap from below me. I looked down and stared at Gabe.

"Did you seriously think I was the moon?" he chuckled.

I blushed and crossed my arms over my chest.

"WELL SORRY! I was enjoying the view" I said proudly.

"yeah.....i was to..." he whispered. 

"Whacha say?" I said confused.

"Nothing" he said, blushing.

"So why are you here? You no, you couldv'e just rang the door bell, Goof Ball" I asked smiling.

"yeah..But not for what im about to do" he mumbled, blushing.

"What do you mean what your going to-"

I watched Gabe walk to the tree outside my window. He climbed it and sat on the branch closest to me. I didn't notice the guitar he held until he pulled it out and set it on him as if he is going to play. I was right. (START SONG NOW FOR FULL EFFECT!!!) He started playing a song that I heard when I was a little girl.

Me and Gabe watched a movie with my parents and the man in the movie sang this song to his wife. 

He cleared his throat and when I was about to say something he sang.

(Play the song if you want)

You are so beautiful.... To me.

You are so beautiful, to me.

Can't you see. That everything I hope for

your everything I need.

You are so beautiful, to me.

You are so beautiful.

To me.

You are soooo beautiful. To me.

Can't you see. That everything I hope for 

your everything I need.

You. Are. So beautiful.

To.

Me.

I sat there, speechless. He put so much feel into his singing, it just warmed my heart.  I never knew that he can sing so well. His voice was deep but gentle at the same time. I heard him whisper something to me but I couldn't hear him. 

I mouthed what and stared at him, not understanding what just happened. 

It looked as if he was arguing with himself and right when he was going to tell me what he said, my old neighbor ran outside screaming.

"WHAT'S WITH ALL THE RACKET!!!" the old hag yelled.

Gabe jumped off the tree, holding his guitar and ran down my driveway. He stopped running, turned around, mouthed something and ran down the street.

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I still have know idea what he was going to tell me. 

I cried softly into my pillow and drifted slowly into a deep dark slumber.

AUTHOR'S NOTE!!!!!! READ READ READ!!!

:'( girls. Don't you WISH a guy would do this for you.....Gahhhhhh!!!!!!! I know that Joe Cocker (lololol) uses a piano for this song. I just loved this song and it fit Gabe perfectly. He ALWAYS calls Star beautiful ♥ SO If you like, there's this guy playing the guitar for this song. His singing NOT SO GREAT, but guitar.. :3 Ummm here's the link lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=homfUHIF54Y