Drowning

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Wrote 6/29/18 by Alayna Stevens

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DO NOT READ IF EASILY OR POTENTIALLY TRIGGERED⚠️⚠️⚠️

To feel so alone that you are drowning is a terrible feeling. I wouldn't wish it on even the worst of my enemies, feeling so alone that you keep tumbling down and down and down further and further, deeper and deeper to where you're physically suffocating is unpleasant. When asked " why not just take a breathe", it doesn't work like that. You'll always feel as though you're drowning, the only life line depending who you are is through the inhalation of vapor or smoke with a bad smell. For others the coolness of metal running across your skin and then the swirling or warm liquid. Sometimes feeling so so alone and so so deep into the bottomless pit of water, is to sleep and never wake up. Others say they are there but who stays up in those late late hours to listen. Hell most don't even know what goes on when the lights are low. Help, support, and listening all have something in common. They're offered but never followed through, being left alone and cold

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