Playing Pretend

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Wrote: 2/5/19 by: Alayna Stevens Feeling the need to hide your true self and feelings from those important to you sucks. Because it's not fair for me to feel like it's not okay to have my emotions to feel MY feelings. I never will wish that on anyone. I'm so sick of pretending, I truly was working on my problems working on moving on. I felt like I was almost there. But to have the realization hit that no one believed you no one has or had faith in you. Hurts. To have YOU of all people, the one I trusted the most say to me "were you really though?" And claim to be playing devils advocate stung. I've already lost so many relationships and ours just started to get back to normal and you tore it away, thanks dad. Thank you for damage my already critically damaged trust.

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