Late night thoughts

Your Arms

Wrote: January 25th of 2019 by: Alayna Stevens.
The comfort I feel when I'm in your arms is totally unreal. The longing in my heart is unbearably strong, just to have your arms around me. When I'm in your arms I'm welcomed with your intoxicating smell. I'm still so so in love with you. What the hell?
Now knowing that you did and still do love me has put me at peace. As bad as it is at least I'm not alone in my pain.
I asked you for a final time, "Do you still care?"
" A little too much" was your whispered answer.
The final long hug, finally your arms wrapped around me. Your smell wrapped me in a protective shell. My heart went into flames but somehow after you whispered into my neck and shoulder "I'm so sorry I put you through all of this" it broke but then started to heal. Knowing our relationship was real, that you still love me, and you still care made my heart swell. You even said you missed me.
All unrest was gone.....me, I somehow kinda have started to heal. I miss you and always will nonetheless, but I know you're doing what you think is best.
I love you so much, and I always will.
Thank you for finally helping my heart and mind rest.