Entelechy (BTS X Suicidal Male Reader/OC)

Visitor

" Uhm who are you?",as I ask to the middle-aged man.

"Oh, he's your father, Mr. Oh Jin-soo"

" Hello son"

"Oh, hi",as my body starts to panic and my heart starts to beat faster, as if I was nervous.

"It's OK, you don't have to be afraid Hwanie", as I sigh.

"I guess I'll leave you two be",as Minwoo-hyung leaves and which me and my father are only on the room. My father close the door, I don't know to myself, why do I feel scared and vulnerable on him? Maybe they're something I don't know in the past.
He goes back to me, he smiles and I smile too until he grab my face hard.

"Ahh! What are you doing father?",as I struggle but it was no match to him.

"Don't you do dare call me that faggot, you're always a burden you piece of shit, now the neighbors and my co-workers disgust me now because of your shitty act"

"I-i don't know what your talking about, please let me go father",as he punch my stomach.

"Fucking bullshit, fuck your amnesia, you just need to find a way to escape, well you can't, you owe big time faggot and I'm gonna make you big time",as I sob in pain.

"Please, let me go, i-i don't know anything"

"Stop this you piece of shit, its your fault, it's always your fault since you were born",as I try to grab the emergency button but he pinned me on the wall.

"Do you dare defy me boy? You're lucky that you're still living in this world, Now I have to care for your shit, you really owe me a big money"

"I-i don't have any money, I don't even know I have one"

"Oh cut the bullshit, I know you're hiding your salary and smart enough to give me a small amount of it, now tell me where is it?"

"I-i don't know, please",as I sob more, not fighting.

"God, I wanna kill you right now", as his hands goes down to my neck, choking me.

"*cough*Father stop"

"I said don't call me that, you shit"

"Because of you, she died"

"Because of you, I lost my job"

"Because of you, I lost everything, my life, my family and especially I lost her",as the grip was strong.

"I don't care if I get in jail, you will pay all what you've done to me",as I try to grab him but I can't, I try think but all in can think are questions.

'Why do I deserve this?'

'Who is she?'

'What is my life in all of these?'

'Is this the reason why I killed myself?'

'If I'm gonna die here, then what's purpose of bringing me alive?'

'Why? Anyone please help me'

As tears drop and my visions turn to pitch black.