Entelechy (BTS X Suicidal Male Reader/OC)

Moving Out

Kookie-hyung stayed until dinner, we talked a lot about his friends while still cuddling, it was safe in his arms. The protection he gave me in that time was reassuring. I'm happy that I met him but why do I have a feeling that I've seen him somewhere. Maybe I've seen him before, he said that they were famous people here, maybe I've seen him in televisions before. I liked that he called me, "Wanie". I'm used to Minwoo-hyung called me Hwan or Hwanie.  He left because his hyungs called him to go back. I want him to stay but I can't. It was a nice time that we had and I'm happy in that way. I should sleep back, tomorrow is my last day here.

Next Day

I woke up with mixed emotions, I'm happy that I'm going out but I'm afraid of what people may think of me. They will know me as an suicidal person who jumped on a bridge. It may gain me some attention and I don't like that. Minwoo-hyung was kind enough to let me stay to his house,  he's a single guy living in a huge house he bought from his savings, that's what he said. At first, I was hesitant to accept his offer but he assured me that he will still look out for me. I was suggesting that I should go back to my house where my father lives but he immediately disagreed. He feared for my safety. I don't have any clothes I have, just a hoodie, a shirt, one boxer and a pajama. They say that this the clothes I wear when I jumped on the bridge. I felt sad for my old me, from what he was feeling back then maybe truly torturing. Somewhere in myself felt it. What am I saying? I should fold this and put it in the bag.

Minwoo-hyung did some minor check-up to see if I have any more complications and it was none but I still go back to the therapy every week. I'm gonna miss them, especially the kids, I love playing with them, I felt sad now we can't play now.  I got out of the room and Minwoo-hyung waiting for me outside.

"You're done?",as I sigh.

"I'll guess"

"Don't be, it'll be fun because my apartment gonna have a caretaker"

"So, you just asked me to live with you  to be your maid"

"Hell no, well a teeny-tiny maybe",as I pout, huff my bangs.

"Oh no, are you mad?", as panic is seen on his face and I just laughed.

"I'm just kidding hyung"

"Yah! Don't you dare pull that off, you're such a child", as he ruffles my hair.

"Now, come on, we're going out of here, you excited?",as he asks. Am I though? What would I expect outside? I don't have a recollection of my past but yet I feel that something will happen that I'm now expose to the world.

I wore my shirt and shorts that Minwoo-hyung provided, it's a perfect fit. I take a breath before standing up, I'm gonna miss this room and those people here. I grab my backpack.

"You ready?"

"Well what's bad gonna happen?"