Entelechy (BTS X Suicidal Male Reader/OC)

you look good hyung

Since I've met Ayeon, she's been visiting me at the shop for quite some time now. She talks a lot if I may say so. From the school to her home, she has endless topics. I didn't mind that, it was refreshing to see someone and met them. I enjoyed her companion. She talked also about me, what I did before the incident. We're currently at Minwoo-hyung's apartment. Minwoo-hyung even suggested that I mingle more. We're watching TV while she talks on how I'm like that one person on the show.

"Really? I'm like that?"

"Yeah, you're so silent, some people even me thought you're mute or deaf and you're always by yourself"

"Oh OK, I'm sorry that I don't remember that"

"That's fine, it was hard to look at you before"

"Why?"

"Well, those people tend to call you freak because you're always bringing that notebook everywhere you go"

"Is bringing a notebook everyday is worth calling a freak?"

"No,that's not what I meant, I mean is that you're always on a corner away from everyone with bruises on the face and black hoodie. The notebook you hold, rumour has it is where do you keep your revenge list"

"Really? I-i didn't think I can do that"

"Well, it was just rumours, don't worry"

"Oh OK",as she smiled but I can't stop to wonder what's inside that notebook. I remember writing something, maybe it's a bit of my memory or maybe not. I wonder where the notebook was.

Seokjin

I kept holding at this thing, this notebook that Hwanchul gave us before he jumped on the bridge. It was too painful to read, I even torn some of the pages. It stained with dried blood and dirt marks. I could never want to seeing it again and I'm more afraid that Hwanchul will know about this. I can't see him in his former self. I guess it's better that he doesn't remember anything but soon it will return and I may not avoid it. I'm currently at the hospital. I volunteered myself to hand this to Dr. Lee. I hesitated to give this but Dr. Lee assured me that Hwanchul is in good hands.

"Uhmm, is Dr. Lee Minwoo available?",as I ask to the nurse.

"Dr. Lee is checking on a patient at this moment, do you have a appointment on him?"

"No but he insisted for me to meet him, we have some discussion"

"OK sir, I'll check on her assistant",as she dialed on the office of Dr. Lee.

"Yes, is Dr. Lee expecting someone?"

"Oh OK, uhmm sir can you state what is your reason of your visit?"

"Oh it's about his patient Mr. Oh Hwanchul",as I reply.

"OK sir",as she talked more until.

"Sir, the assistant have informed he was expecting someone in regards of his patient, Dr. Lee will be there in his office later, shall I guide you to his office?"

"No it's fine, I'll just wait, I'm not hurry and I know where his office, thank you",as I bow and leave. I head to his office, I knock and open the door.

"Mr. Kim, Dr. Lee is expecting you, can you wait for a while? He's on his last patient",as I nodded and seated. I waited for almost 20 minutes until he came back.