09/06
1:04 a.m.
It's late here but i just can't sleep. Everyday i get up and go to school and then i come back to my apartment. It's normal, but i feel so drained.
I've had a lot on my mind.
I feel so pressured to do well. This is really all i have now. I don't want to be a disappointment again.
It's kind of a constant fight in my head.
No one knows any of how I feel, which is fine. I'm the flirt anyway. The only one who thinks i'm not that great is Takete but I know he just probably feels threatened.
Probably not used to another flirty guy.
I always laugh whenever he tries to say he's not gay in some dramatic way that makes him look completely gay. He's just "flamboyant" according to Chiyoe but i think he's confused.
Huh. What was i talking about before that?
I don't even remember, funny enough.
Anyway, Takete and I always end up bickering with each other. It makes some annoyed while others laugh at us. For example the whole paper wad thing a few days ago.
It makes Chiyoe laugh, and her laugh just... makes me feel a warmth. It's comforting almost. I don't know why but i've never felt that before.
But, i don't think it's a crush.
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Dear Daiki
Random"The good are never easy, the easy never good and loving never happens like you think it really should. Deception and perfection are wonderful traits. One will breed love, the other hate." ---------------------------------------------------------- ...
