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I've been staring at my screen for a while cuz I had a writer block thingy ;((

I walk back and forth in my kitchen repeating the words Yoongi said to me yesterday.

'Promise me you will stay at home tomorrow for me.'

The 'for me' part had me going crazy and I don't understand why.

I ran upstairs and grabbed my journal.

I started writing out all my feelings that I'm having at this moment. It's all so mixed up and I'm trying to understand why I feel this way.

Why do you make me feel like this Min Yoongi?

My parents went on a trip for a couple of days so I'm home alone. I don't have any homework and since I promised Yoongi to stay at home I'm bored as fuck.

I went to bed to sleep the day away. I'm a very good sleeper, I know.

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I arrived at school and walked to my class.

Everyone was whispering including Taehyung.

'Hey Tae, what are they talking about?'

'I don't think it's a good idea to tell you this now. You might as well wait for lunch break and ask the star himself.'

What is that suppose to mean?!

Obviously I couldn't focus any longer so I lied about needing to go to the bathroom for some big problems.

The bell rang.

Lunchbreak, finally

I see Yujin and Somi sitting down at a table wit the other girls so of course I joined them.

'Hey girls, how was..'

I drop my bag out of shock.

Their faces are all beaten up. They look terrible.

'W-what happened?'

'Jisoo is a bitch.' Somi says and she started eating.

Just that? What is up with everyone

I excused myself and started looking for Yoongi.

I see him walking through the hallway with Cheol.

I ran to him.

'Hey..' I notice his face and stop talking.

Just like the other girls his face was also beaten up.

Yoongi stood still and gestured Cheol to keep walking.

'Look Y/N, I'm not really in the mood to talk about-'

'Are you okay?'

I didn't care about anything in the world right now. I just wanted him to be okay.

'Don't worry about me okay? I'm fine. Jeonying however is nothing near fine.'

How can I be so stupid.. the plan

I looked at Yoongi's face as tears started filling my eyes.

'Maybe it's better if no one sees me with you..' He says showing no emotion.

'Yoongi..'

He walked to his table and started having lunch.

I sat down next to Yunjin. I tried to eat, but almost immediately was only staring at Yoongi.

My phone buzzed.

Yoongi: stop staring at me
Yoongi: seriously

Tears rolled down my cheeks. Yoongi was just a camp friend and that's it.

I stood up.

Yoongi: where are you going?

I tried to cover my face since my eyes were all swollen and filled with water, but I couldn't help it so I ran away.

'Y/N WAIT!' Yoongi shouted.

I didn't look back and ran home.

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The whole day I ate icecream on the couch.

Why does it hurt so much when he didn't say anything really rude?

My doorbell rang so I went to open the door and immediatley closed it.

No Min Yoongi for the rest of the day.. make that week. Okay month.

No Min Yoongi for the rest of my life.

Soooooo I just wanted to say THANK YOU again cuz I AM REALLY HAPPY WITH ALL THE VIEWS HAJIWNABHABD anyway.. I have 4 chapters ready but I'm not publishing them yet boiii