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We arrived at the party.

It's at Seokjin's house which I've been at before.

His mom used to be my piano teacher.

The front yard isn't too big. It had a black simple fence around it, but the gate is missing. The house is big and oldish looking. It's probably build around 1600.
The door is open so we can walk in easily without wasting any time.

Since Seokjin is our host, there's no doubt Yoongi will be coming too.

'Hey ladies! Welcome to my house! A couple of rules, puke in the toilet and if you can't run there please use-'

'We won't puke, don't worry.' I said while held my hand in front of me making a don't gesture.

'Great! I guess that's kinda it.. Oh and don't enter any rooms without permission and PLEASE don't break anything.'

'Got it.' We answered as we walked into house.

We immediatley walked to the backyard where the party really is or maybe as I should say where my friends are.

Everyone was happy to see that I finally came out of my boring isolated cell for once, but it didn't take long before Taehyung took me away to chat about life.

As he pulls me through the crowd I open my mouth.

'Tae will Yoongi-'

'No, he is inside talking with some guys. You really think I would do that yo you?'

Actually yes

I shook my head.

We arrive at the group of friends. I knew almost everyone except for one guy.

He was dressed as if he just came back from work, but at the same time he looks casual and young. That's probably because he is young. He was handsome and looked kind. He had already earned my trust.

'So I know you hate Yoongi, but I just wanted you to know that he isn't a bad person and-'

'Did you drag my ass away from my friends for this? I can't believe you betrayed me like this.' I said while feeling tears crawling in my eyes.

I looked up and blinked hoping the tears wouldn't get visible on my skin.

It worked.

I walked away from Taehyung. It made me sad, because I really wanted to meet this new guy. However his little friend Tae here ruined it so no new friends tonight.

My first thoughts were to join my group of friends that clearly were having a good time, but I decided not to since I knew my aura could ruin the party for everyone.

I couldn't do it, I just couldn't stay at the party. The pain in my body was too much for me, people acting as if they care, but they just want to make up for someone else.

I have been ignored by the outside world all these weeks and I'm now used to it again.

I walked through the house with high speed until someone grabbed my wrist and held me back.

Normally my reaction would be to pull my wrist out of the grip, but this time I just let it be and stood still waiting for someone to explain why the person grabbed my wrist.

A tear rolled down my cheek. I felt like I had been trapped, just like a deer.

Everything became silent. I could hear the breath coming from the person next to me. I also smelled a bit of alcohol, but it probably wasn't strong enough to say that the person was drunk.

I turned my head a little to see the half of Yoongi's face. Cold, sad, angry, hurt, those were all different expressions, but somehow they colided into this face.

'Why are you running away again?' Yoongi said as he held on to my wrist even tighter.

'Get lost Yoongi.' I said in a whisper tone.

I broke my arm loose and continued fast walking out of the door. I felt Yoongi's presence as I was walking into a street I didn't even knew.

I ended up in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by hundreds of trees.

I stood still, looking around me where I was.

It was so quiet that I could hear Yoongi breathing louder than an elephant.

'That's exactly what I am... lost..'

'No Yoongi, you're drunk.'

Obviously he isnt but I don't care

'Y/N please listen to me.'

'What should I listen to? You telling me to continue my life and just forget you?!' I turned around to face the tired man. 'It's not always about you Yoongi, I don't know why you think that you can always pop up out of nowhere to make me feel worse than I already feel, but it's not okay!'

He walked towards me, slowly.

'First off, I'm not drunk.'

'Doesn't change the situation.'

'It does. You remeber oh so amazing Minho? One moment he was nice and then he got drunk and tried to touch you. Who saved you may I ask? Exactly me! Did I do that to earn fame? Hell no! I did that for one reason.. I cared about you! I didn't drink just because I wanted you to not get to know the drunk me.'

'I don't get what you're trying to say.. so it's now my fault that I'm angry with you?!'

'All I'm saying is that I never treated you wrong.'

'ARE YOU SERIOUS?' I screamed louder than anything in the world. This guy broke my soul and now says it isn't his fault. 'YOU ARE THE ONE THAT DECIDED TO CUT ME OUT OF YOUR LIFE-'

'That's not true..'

I looked at his eyes and saw tiny shimmers appear in his eyes. He was crying.

'I'm lost Y/N. I can't even think straight. My life was okay until I met you.. it became amazing. I always did stupid stuff and now that I've lost you I went back to that..'

He looked me in the eyes.

'I've been lost all these years and now I've found my map..'

I looked at him with a questioning face.

'I've found you.'

'I didn't understand why you were mad.' He continued. 'But then it hit me. I told you that it's better to not be seen together. What I meant was that I didn't want Jeonying to see us together after the plan. I thought that if she saw us, she would think you were involved and try to hurt you.'

All this time I felt like my life was over and now I understand. Yoongi only wanted the best for me.

Wow u made it. Let me know if it was too long.