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TWËNTY THRÊÉ

'Yoongi, I'm so sorry I-'

'No, it was my fault. If I didn't walk away and just explained everything would have been fine.'

I felt the world spinning around me.

What have I done? Not only to myself, but to Yoongi. If I just used my head and just let him speak, but I didn't.

I looked to the ground as I felt two arms thrown around my body. I immediatley felt warm and happy on the inside. Nothing could ruin this moment.

'Y/N?' Yoongi whispered. I moved my head against his chest as a yes. 'Did I ever tell you that I loved someone in life?'

Wrong. This definitely ruined the moment.

I put my hands against his chest, trying to push back, but he grabbed my wrist and held them close to his body.

'Hajima..' He said in a very calm voice.

'Yoongi I don't-'

'No, let's not repeat the same mistake. Just let me finish.'

I bit my lip as I looked up at his face and nodded.

His soft voice started again. 'I loved someone in my life, I still do. Even though she hated me for weeks and made me feel like killing myself, I love her and only want her.'

'Yoongi I don't understand, if you love her go hug her instead of me..'

'Y/N, how can I hug the person I love without hugging you at the same time?'

Is he saying that..

'Y/N, I love you.'

This is a dream.. WAKE UP NOW

But it wasn't a dream. Cold Min Yoongi, the person I hated so much an hour ago loves me and there is no saying he didn't meant it that way, because he really said those words. In case you didn't notice I'm dying on the inside of joy.

'Yoongi I..'

'It's okay if you don't feel the same.. I don't mind trying to win you over for 10 years.'

'Yoongi, I love you too.'

He smiled and I smiled. The whole world basically smiled. Everyhing was perfect and so cute.

I felt his breath against my lips.

'You ready for your first kiss?' He asked while playfully twisting a strand of my hair around his finger.

'Yeah I am.. wait.. oh God..' and then it hit me.

'What? What's wrong?' He asked, suddenly all concerned.

'My first kiss I.. I gave it away to Minho!'

My body felt heavy, heavier than 1000 rocks. I fell to the ground. Yoongi kneeled down next to me.

'Hey calm down, it's okay.'

'No it isn't I-'

'Can I tell you a funny story?'

Jjinja?! At this very awful moment you want to tell me a story!

Yoongi leaned in, making his lips almost touch my ear.

He started speaking in a whisper tone. 'You remember when I searched for you and found you in the woods?'

'Yoongi, I'm kinda having a midlife cris right now-'

'I put you in your hammock once we arrived at the camp. While you were sleeping I thought about you a lot. Tae had shown me the groupchat in which Jeonying 'exposed' you..' He sighed and then continued. 'I didn't understand why nobody kissed you before.. and then I realized.. I loved you.'

I started blushing. Yoongi sounded so vulnerable and it was so freakin cute, I just died.

'I saw Minho walking around and then the thought of him kissing you and waisting your first kiss popped into my head. So I kinda kissed you while you were sleeping..'

'Yoongi..'

'I know, you must hate me now..'

'I FREAKING LOVE YOU!' I said as I basically pushed myself onto him.

No problem, just me and a guy laying on top of each other, in the middle of nowhere, confessing our love.

'Oh I'm sorry Yoongi I-'

He grabbed my face and pulled me into a kiss. It was intense and weird, cuz I had no idea how to kiss. With Minho I just threw my lips on him, but this was something else.

He pulled his lips off of mine.

'Oh and by the way, if we just kiss enough you'll figure out yourself how to uh. you know..'

I laughed at him. He sounded so sweet and dumb at the same time.

I threw my lips on his again and started making these weird sucking movements as I read in fanfictions on wattpad. {A/N go fantisize some kissing stuff I ain't writing it}

'I thought you couldn't kiss..' Yoongi said looking confused as fuck.

'I mean.. I read a lot of kissing stuff so yeah..'

We stayed there for about an hour kissing, laughing and of course talking until Yoongi offered to drive me home and so he did.

I waved him goodbye and ran inside since I didn't want anyone to see my 'spots' on my neck.

'Hey Y/N was it fun?' My dad asked while standing up to have a better look at me.

'Yeah.. it was, but I'm tired. Let's talk about this later!'

I ran upstairs, hoping my parents wouldn't call for me and they didn't. I went to sleep and had an amazing dream about a garbage bin that got kissed and turned into a prince. Prince Min Yoongi.

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I grabbed my bag since it was Monday again and I needed to go to school.

Today I'll see Yoongi again! I didn't try to reach out to him for some reason. It just sounded desperate.

It was raining again so I went to the busstop. A familiar car stopped right in front of me.

'You're lucky your house is on my way to school. Get in.'

I giggled as I opened Yoongi's car.

I didn't know what to say. It was so awkward. Are we friends or more than friends?

'You okay?' Yoongi asked.

'Yea-yeah I'm fine.' I smiled at him to ensure him I really was fine, even though I wasn't.

We arrived at school so I tried to get out as fast as I could. Yoongi grabbed my arm and pulled me back gently.

'I know it's hard for you to talk to me, but please don't ignore me..'

I nodded and pulled my ass out of his car faster than a cheeta.

This is going to be a looooongggg day