Undecided [A Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic]

Chapter 1

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Chapter 1

“So get out, get out, get out of my head! And fall into my arms instead. I don’t, I don’t, don’t know what it is, but I need that one thing and you’ve got that-“

I quickly hit the snooze button and made my way to the bathroom. While singing “More than this” in the shower, I had almost forgotten that today marked the day of their 2nd birthday. I smiled, I was so proud of them. After a quick shower, I went to check on my phone. FREAK. It’s 8:30. Denise is about to pick me up in 30 minutes to celebrate One Direction’s birthday with her. I quickly put on the first thing I saw which was a tie-dyed top and a pair of skinny jeans. Hey, I looked pretty good. I put on some mascara and a little bit of lip gloss. That should do it. I took my phone out. It’s 8:50. YES. I just barely made it. I forgot all about the scars on my wrists. I put on about 5 bracelets in both wrists to hide them incase Denise gets suspicious. I looked into the mirror. I seemed, normal. How any other girl would look like on a day-out.

I heard a knock on my door. I wonder who that could be… Made my way to the door and welcomed my best friend, Denise inside. She was a peppy girl. A bit loud, but I still loved her. She was about 5’5 and I envied it. I’m this 19 year old girl, who’s about 4’11 and I had to look up at her just so that I could see her. Great, people would seem I’m on a day-out with my mother.

“So are you ready?” Denise asked, cheerfully.

“Mhm, but I still don’t understand why we gotta celebrate so eeeearly. I mean, really love. You know how I hate getting up in the morning.” I said, still a bit tired and heard her chuckle.

“ELLA, COME OOOON. I really think you’d enjoy this day!” Denise said and put on her best puppy face. “Okaaaaay, but if I get bored, I’m coming right back home and I’ll go straight to bed!” I said, as she grabbed my arm, literally dragged me out of my apartment, and into her car. “Where are we going?” I asked, suspiciously. “Oh, we’re gonna spend some time at the amusement park and maybe a bit of clubbing. Doesn’t that seem like fun?!” She said eagerly, and I saw a bit of a glow in her eyes. I could tell she was so happy and excited. I smiled at her and nodded. This day might not actually be a bad day after all.

On the way to the amusement park, I saw all these different flats. In the UK, they call houses “flats”. It was still a bit weird to me because I was just this girl from a little town in America who decided to go to college with my best friend in the UK. I saw some really tall and large flats and flats that were a bit small, but enough for a family to live in. Denise turned on the radio and “Save You Tonight” just HAD to be playing. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely LOVE One Direction, just not as much as the girl driving and singing along at the top of her lungs. I chuckled, ah what the heck. I sang along up until I heard Louis’ solo.

“Up, up, and away,

I'll take you with me

Up, up, and away,

I'll take you with me”

I felt my cheeks burning lightly. Was I blushing? No way. I looked over to Denise who was grinning. “What?” I asked. “You SO have a crush on Louis Tomlinson!” She said, laughing. “No I don’t! He’s just so- Oh shutup and keep your eyes on the road!” I said, as she smiled and did what was told. Do I actually like THE Louis Tomlinson? I mean, he had a girlfriend for Pete’s sake. I think her name was, Eleanor. Louis and Eleanor looked SO cute together, I thought, frowning a bit. I shook my head, he was OFF-LIMITS. Although, there was this side of me who wanted to at least give him a really BIG hug. The things that the fans were saying about him and Harry were a bit too much. Bromances are only meant to be bromances, nothing more than that. I guess the fans got a bit carried away. I heard that Louis cried because of what happened. I knew exactly how he felt. I just wanted him to know that I was sorry for everything that has happened recently. I was sucked back into reality when the car was turning into this HUGE amusement park. Dang, I’ve never seen an amusement park this big. My eyes widened and Denise saw the look on my face when we turned. “I told you today was gonna be fun.” She winked at me and I smiled.