Undecided [A Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic]

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

***Louis’ POV***

“Hey boo bear,” Harry called out. “We’re heading to the beach, care to join us?”

What? A beach? Now? In London?

“Sure, why not.” I shrugged.

“Awe, boo bear, what’s wrong?”

“Nothing, just forget it.” Truth be told, there was definitely something wrong. I’ve been having a couple of sleepless nights here and there, no biggie. But it’s gotten a bit out of control. I haven’t had a minute of sleep in days. There was always something, or should I say someone, on my mind; Ella. Ever since I saved her from that accident, I could never get her off my mind. Every time I closed my eyes, there she was. It was just something about her…

I walked to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I was a mess. I had eye bags, I hadn’t shaved in the last few days, and I haven’t even bathed, causing me to… well, stink. I can surely pass as a zombie from Zombie Land. I took a shower and finally, I looked presentable. I walked back down to see Harry on the phone.

“ELLA!” I heard Harry scream.

Ella? Ella’s coming with us? Great. N-not that I didn’t want her to come, it’s just that every time I see her… I can’t help but fall for her even more. Am I really falling head over heels for Ella Smith? I have been telling myself, everyday… NO! YOU CAN’T FALL IN LOVE WITH HER! YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND FOR GOD’S SAKE! IT’S NOT RIGHT!

My brain’s says one thing, but my heart says another… I may be falling head over heels for Ella and I really can’t do anything about it. I still am deeply in love with Eleanor, but… ugh, I really am quite undecided right now.

I need to stop feeling this way about her… but I know I really can’t. Today is going to be… eventful.

***

We all reached the beach and everyone was there except for Ella...

I mean, everyone else was here except Aly, Denise, and Ella. N-not that I was waiting for her to be here, I just…

“You really do like her, don’t you?” Harry whispered in my ear. Was he reading my mind? I gave him a confused look. “You’re practically spacing out here, lad.”

“I-I was just… thinking.”

“Thinking about what? Or should, I say… who?” Harry said as he wriggled his eyebrows. I rolled my eyes. “I’m not thinking about Ella, Harry…” I said, giving him a stern look.

“I didn’t say anything about Ella, lad…” Harry said, having that stupid cheeky grin that I so desperately wanted to get rid of.

“I see the way you look at her, Lou. It seems like she’s the only girl in the world. Why, I don’t even see you look at Eleanor the way you look at Ella!”

I covered his mouth. “One more thing out of your mouth and you can kiss those luscious curls goodbye.” I threatened. Harry’s eyes widened, pleading me not. I smirked. “That’s exactly what I thought.” I took my hand off his mouth and he looked hurt.

“How could you boo bear, I… I THOUGHT WE HAD SOMETHING!” He said, putting his hand over his heart. I rolled my eyes and kept staring at the calm beach in front of me. That is until I heard a voice I didn’t expect to hear…

“Hey you guys!” Tom called out. I clutched my knuckles as hard as I can. I mean, I love the lad to death! I just didn’t think he was the right one for Ella… Oh no. I’m not jealous, am I?