Fallen Love

Chapter One

Warning! I forgot to put this in the introduction, but this story has self harming in it. If you're not okay with that I highly suggest you leave right now. Almost every chapter will contain self harm. Thank you.

I sigh as I slowly drag the blade on the skin of my thigh. It wasn't my fault I was doing this to myself, it only started because of my stupid life. No mom, no dad, no sister or brother. I live with a bunch of dumb asses who are to stupid to see I'm hurting. Or maybe it's because I hide it. Whatever, but still.

I finish my last cut before putting the blade onto my night stand and start cleaning the blood that had trickled onto my leg. Getting off my bed and walking towards the bathroom, I put banages on the cuts and put on a new pair of jeans along with a hoodie.

"Veronica dinner is ready!" Taylor's squeaky voice yelled outside the bedroom door.

I roll my eyes and open my door to see her perky smile, "I'm not eating tonight.....or never" I mumble the last part.

"Well Mother Nancy said you have to be in the dining hall in 5 minutes or else"

"I don't really care what she says. I'm not hungry. Let her punish me, I don't care!" I say slightly raising my voice. Taylor looks taken back, but nods her head and leaves my door. Sighing, I close my door and head back to bed taking my laptop out.

Logging onto a chat room full of people like myself I smile seeing one of my favorites are here.

darkangel99: Roni! You're actually here!

fallenangel8462: Yup. Just got done doing some business if you know what I mean.

marybiggs345: Stay Strong were here for you babe <3

darkangel99: Same, but instead of my usual did twenty /:

fallenangel8462: Fifteen for me. God I hate it here. Take me away Satan?

jenny4567: You are just full of attention seekers. Just go kill yourself already.

darkangel99: Can't you see were trying?

darkangel99: @fallenangel8462 private chat?

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You are now in a private chat with darkangel99

fallenangel8462: I might do it tonight...

darkangel99: No. You're perfect, even though I haven't even seen your face I can imagine it perfectly. I've only known you on here, but I need you. You talk me about everything and actually get me.

fallenangel8462: Fine. I have to go though. Mother Bitch is knocking and probrably going to punish me. Cya.

darkangel99: Bye

fallenangel8462 has now logged off.