A weird sense of déjà vu courses through me and then I remember Gus. "Because you are beautiful. I enjoy looking at beautiful people, and I decided a while ago not to deny myself the simple pleasures of existence." Some of the first words he directly spoke to me.
I'm not exactly sure how to feel about this at first.
I mean he was absolutely gorgeous.
But I had no idea who he was, but he said I was beautiful.
But he doesn't know me.
He doesn't know my story.
He doesn't know my scars.
I grab my coffee and the warmth of it rushes through my body and I suddenly notice how how cold I am.
I quickly fumble with the zipper then quickly zip up my hoodie hiding my hectic glow t-shirt. Then I realize there is something black smeared across the inside of my hand. I look at my cup and see black sharpie on it. I can barely make out the words since its smudged. It takes me a moment to decode the letters it before I can read that it says "See you here tomorrow? Same time"
- Josh
I find a seat and scroll through my phone irritated with this boy named josh who I barely even know asking to have coffee with me.
About twenty minutes pass until I finish my coffee and walk outside on to the sidewalk
That's when I see it through the window.
A thousand feelings a rush over me like a wave and my legs go weak.
I feel like I'm going to collapse under the pressure of the water.
Sorry I haven't posted lately and that this chapter is so short! I've been suffering from writers block :( I would really recommend you to check out the fanfic Friends? (Joshifer fanfic) by districtspanem. I really enjoy it! Hope you're all doing well please comment and keep reading!
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