Seeing him with another girl hurts me. Him smiling at her when its supposed to be me. Her lips on his lips , his hand holding her hand . Him sharing his laugh with her.
He chose her, a person he barely even knew than me , his childhood bestfriend.
Flashback
"Jimin i have something to tell you" i stated
"Me too jimin" a girl whom we dont even know appeared out of nowhere
"Okay how about you both say it at the same time" he said excitedly
"I like you would you date me?" We said in unison.we looked at each other in shock as well as jimin.
"Jimin who do you choose?" She asked him while winking at him.
He
Chose
Her.
Not
Me
Depression. Things you feel when you feel unloved. I am depressed and unloved. Pain takes it all away like it always does
I went to the bathroom , grabbed a knife and on the sink. I looked at my wrist
I cut my wrist and look at the blood rushing out of my skin dripping on the sink and mixed with the running water of the faucet.
Not realizing he was watching
" y/n what are you doing!!"
I looked at him with dark circles under my eyes.
"pain is my new lover"i replied smiling
