you are not alone. ~sincerely, XXX

golden voice ~ 5

Aysia POV

"Yo, why we listening to this garbage music. Play one of our songs for Aysia", Stokes said as he continued to roll the blunt. Wait, did he just say 'our songs', as in him and Jah? I know Stokes makes music, he went by the name of Ski mask the god or something like that, and his music was actually really good. But did Jahseh actually make music too, I wondered in my head. My question was answered right after when I heard a familiar voice come from the speaker...it was Jah singing the intro for a song.

I got work up on me, fuck that house, I hit that fucking lick
Fuck the state and fuck all of them feds that totin' with my bitch
I been going hard with Forgiattos in the fucking whip
I'm gonna fuck your friends, get on your knees and suck my fucking dick

Although his voice was a bit more deep and rough through his music, I could make it out that it was him. It actually sounded decent and I enjoyed it but I didn't want to show it. Both Stokes and Jah rapped along to it while getting hyped yet Jah still kept his eyes on the road. "You fuck wit it or nah", Jah said to me as he quickly gave me a glimpse, looking away from the road. "Yeah, I really didn't know you made music, but your actually decent", I replied back, even though he wasn't 'decent' and he was actually fucking amazing. "What's your stage name", I asked him. "XXXtentacion", he bluntly replied back. 'XXXtentacion' interesting, I wondered what it meant but I didn't ask, didn't want to sound to nosey. It obviously had some type of real meaning that was unlike 'Lil pump' or one of those names.

I quickly took out my phone and wrote down his name in my notes so I didn't forget later on in the day, I wanted to listen to a bit more of his music. He definitely had a more loud and aggressive tone than Stokes and I actually enjoyed it, it's good for parties and getting hyped.

Anyways, we finally arrived to Stokes crib and got out the car. "You smoke?", Stokes asked me. I nodded my head, "but only a bit", I added. Jah and Stokes went to the back of his house, so I followed.

He put the blunt in between his lips, grabbed the lighter, put his hand over the lighter, and lit up the blunt. He took a few puffs before handing it over to Jah. Jah took a puff and turned around to me while exhaling the smoke through his nose and crossing his eyes, kind of looking like a dragon which made me slightly laugh. He took about 6 more hits and then handed it over to me. I wasn't nervous since I've smoked before but it's been such a long time so I knew it would hit me much harder. I took one pull and that was just more than enough to make me start coughing like a dying old man.

Both Stoke and Jah started laughing their asses off while taking the blunt back from me. "You weak as fuck nigga", Stoke said while still dying of laughter. "It-s no-not fun-ny", I said while coughing in between each syllable and laughing at the same time. "Y'all are just addicts to this shit...fucking demons", I said jokingly while rolling my eyes.

Once they finally finished the blunt after a few minutes while still making jokes about me, we went inside and sat on the couch. "What y'all wanna do now", I asked them. No answer, "I see how it is", I said as I got up from my seat. I realized that they were both tired, but they was not just gonna bring me here and leave me bored. Their eyes were closed and they were both leaning their head back. I walked over to the ground where the pillows were thrown. I picked two of them up, one in one hand and one in the other. I slowly walked over to them and stood right in between them before I hit both of them in the face with the pillows.

They both jolted awake as if they just heard a gun shot. I was slowly sinking down to the floor while dying of laughter because of their reaction. Stokes looked at me and then shook Jah up. He whispered something into Jahs ear and then they both got up and went upstairs.

I knew they were trying to get me back so I didn't follow them, they actually thought I was that dumb, I thought to myself. I waited on the couch for them to get back for a good 20 minutes while scrolling through my Instagram feed and replying to my snaps. I put my phone back in my pocket after getting bored and went to check the fridge, nothing. I closed the fridge and walked back into the living room as I kept shouting their names "Jah, Stoke, where y'all niggas go?!". Nobody answered so I started heading up the stairs slowly to make sure they didn't hear me. I turned around and right as I was about to enter the room...ploof. I was hit in the face with the pillows and all I heard was laughing with snorts in between the laughs.

"Ha ha ha, fuck both of y'all niggas. I woulda beat y'all ass if I wasn't wearing tight jeans", I said as I rolled my eyes. "Are you even allowed to say 'nigga' though",Stoke said jokingly. "I'm half black and half white...NIGGER, so yes I can", I replied back making sure to pronounce the 'R' at the end, really hard while giving a mug smile.
"Anyways, can we do something now, I'm bored af", I said irritated. "Well, our boy Isiah is having a party at his house in 4 hours, you can call yours friends and ask if they wanna come too. Make sure they bad bitches though", Stokes replied, saying the last part with a perverted face. There really was nothing else to do so I agreed and went to go ask Jah if he could drop me off at my place.

"Jah, can you take me home so I can get ready for the party?", I said. He nodded his head, got his key and then went downstairs. "Cya later Stokes", I said, "Make sure y'all don't smash in the car", he said jokingly, making me roll my eyes and slap his arm before going down the stairs, following Jah.

We got in the car and started heading to my house, he already knew where I lived since he would come by sometimes and he drops me off from school.

The car ride was quiet so I decided to start a conversation. "Your voice is really nice", I said as referring to his music as I slightly blushed not knowing exactly why. "Thank you. I appreciate it", he said back with a genuinely happy expression. That was all for our conversation since we arrived to my house. "I'll text you when I'm ready", I spoke before getting out of his car, he nodded back while waving goodbye. I went up my front porch stairs, turning around and waving at him before he took off. I took out the key to my house, opened the door, and then I rushed to start getting ready for the party.

Sorry for the bad ending but I didn't think it would make sense to continue on the same chapter. Anyways, hope y'all enjoyed🖤