May 4, 1975. A single mother by the name of Beyonce Knowles has a son named Tyrone. For the pass 6 years, Miss Knowles has been by herself since she left her husband. Shawn Carter. He was abusive towards her. Once it was the day after Christmas, she...
I am so sorry y'all I have not been updating. I just lost my train of thought. I have gone through so much in the last 8 months.
•I've been cheated on •I lost so many friendships •I have just been confused •I just put my walls up •I didn't even use my #1 outlet...Wattpad
I hope y'all can forgive me. Because this is the new chapter.....
————— December 23rd, 1975 Shawn and Bey's house, 12:57 am
Bey tossed and turned sweating a whole lot. Memories. Nothing but worthless memories dawned her mind. It was gonna be the 7th year anniversary since she left Shawn. And every year this thought keeps getting revisited.
That night. That one night. That one night, she got sick and tired and sick and tired and SiCk and TiReD of the bull shit.
The bourbon from his breathe, the raunchy smell of his clothes, his corrupted spirit filled her presence.
But just how stupid she felt from the night was just crazy. She was fully over it all. It all.
Her eyes flickering faster than ever in her sleep. How bad she was sweating, how her heart reluctantly beat faster and faster.
She sat up. Seeing some sun light now in the room. She looked at her bed clock. It said 10:11 am. She stretched and got out of bed. She went to the bathroom and brushed her teeth. Making sure to throughly wash her face.
She looked in the mirror and saw a sty on her eye. Must've came from last night.
She went downstairs to the kitchen. And saw Shawn, Solange and Ty, eating breakfast.
Solange looked up at Bey. "Hey sis, you alright?"
Beyoncé shook her head. "Yeah I'm fine just had a wild night is all."
"Oh...should we be talking bout this in front of Ty?" Solange asked.
"No it's nothing like that it's just...usual." Bey looked, sad and confused at the same time. Shawn felt the intensity of his lover's eerie sadness.
"Bey?" He called her name, she didn't respond. "Bey?" Still no answer. He slammed his hands on the table. "BEY?!" He yelled, she looked up scared. A tear flowing down her cheek. Shawn sighed and said," Look I didn't mean to yell, That was unnecessary."
"You right is was, I'm going out!" Beyoncé stood up, from the table, grabbing her coat.
"Going where?" Shawn asked.
"NONE OF YA DAMN BUSINESS, LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!!!" Beyoncé walked out and slammed the door, her keys in her pocket. She got in the car and drove off, to the diner.
"What the hell is wrong with Bey?" Shawn asked.
"Only god knows...every time around Christmas she acts like this. She wants to be left alone, doesn't wanna be bothered, I don't know what the hell is wrong with her but it's just crazy how she still acts after all these years." Solange explained.
"What do you mean after all these years?" Shawn asked.
"Well she did leave with Ty around Christmas and that was the night yo dumb ass was acting a fool."
Shawn already knew where this was going," Ty got to yo room..."
"But pops I'm not done eating-."
"Do like I said and take yo ass up stairs."
"But pops-."
"SAY SOME ELSE IMA LYNCH YO ASS, GO UP THEM DAMN STAIRS!!!!" Shawn threatened. Ty hurried up and ran. Scared as hell. Shawn sat back down and looked at Solange. "So what you're telling me is that Bey has been having nightmares or some?"
"Maybe, I mean she acts like this every damn time around Christmas." Solange explained," She's always cranky or angry about something during this time frame, and it is finna run up on 7 years since she left..." Solange also added,"Same as the anniversary when yo ass cut a fool."
"Alright nye, I know what I did, but how am I supposed to fix it."
"Well you didn't quite apologize did you?"
"I thought I did." Shawn said.
"Maybe she wants more, of an apology, that's gonna fix this, I don't know", Solange said.
Shawn rubbed his face and looked to the ceiling, hoping God can help him fix this.
————— December 23rd, 1975 Bayou's Tale 11:57 am
"You okay sis?" Chance asked.
"No I just feel horrible," Beyoncé added. Beyoncé wiped the counters down continuing," I'm having those nightmares again."
"Oh come on seriously again?" Chance said," You have them every year, why I wonder."
"And with him being back it's much worse." Beyoncé shook her head," I have to tell him about the dreams, maybe that'll help."
"It might, but what if his reaction makes it worse?" He asked.
"I pray to GOD it doesn't because life is already stressful." Beyoncé groaned.
"It'll be alright, I know it will."
"Yeah." Beyoncé chuckled and went back to work.
————— December 23rd, 1975 Carter residence 8:30 pm
"You think this might work?" Shawn asked Solange.
"I mean duh dumb ass why wouldn't it?" Solange said with a tone of unpleasantness. She rolled her eyes as she lit the candles and stuff for Shawn and Bey.
"Are you sure sUrE SURE...this gonna work?" Shawn added.
"I know my damn sister dumb ass!" Solange finished the food and pulled it out of the oven. "Ty come on downstairs." She grabbed her coat," Now look this is your only birthday present and Christmas present you getting from me so you better enjoy it."
"I will okay thank you Solange," Shawn said. Ty came rushing down the stairs and grabbed his coat. "Alright have fun with your aunt aight?"
"Yes sir I will." Ty replied and walked out the door.
Solange closed it behind her. Shawn sighed waiting for Beyonce to walk in the door. Knowing she would walk in any minute....
—————— Hey y'all I am like so sO SO sorry I have not been updating but like I said I have gone through a lot through out these 8 months, including my phone breaking and I'm talking like I had to get a new phone. So I got the XR🤤.
But anyway I am making a new book since this one only has 2 chapters left.
It's called "EX-FACTOR" and yes it's a Jay and Bey book.
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It's still in the making but I am posting it in all my books so be on the look out.
