The Truth Hurts

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   I was tapping my fingers on the kitchen counter top waiting for my food to heat up and it felt like it was taking forever for a minute and thirty seconds.

   Beep. Beep. Beep 

  I took my food out and went to my room and grabbed my remote. I clicked the Netflix button        and went straight to my favorite show Being Mary Jane . I was into 5 minutes of it and I hear the    front door slam. I got out of my bed and was completely aggravated at who I had seen but I            also feared. It was my mom's boyfriend Rich, I tried telling my mom but when I did try he                threatened   me and my whole family. His words kept replaying in my head over and over.

  If you even think about telling yo' hoe ass mama I'll kill yo whole family and I'll leave you for last so that I can watch yo ass suffer. 

He hasn't raped me yet but he has been feeling on me and kissing me and I hated the thought of it because it only scared me even more. I was knocked out of my thoughts by him yelling at me asking me where my mom was.

"She's at work and she won't be back until 1 or 2 in the morning she's picking up extra hours for her friend Tracy who has just had her baby." I told him 

"Good." He said locking the door and walking closer to me but slowly

When he got to me I tried moving to go back upstairs because I know this wasn't good. Before I could touch the first step he forcefully grabbed me by my arm and pulled me towards the couch. He sat down and told me to get on my knee's and if I didn't - he paused and chuckled and pulled out a pocket knife.  He unbuckled his pants and my throat was just becoming dry and tight while watching him pull out his penis. It was big but skinny. I felt as if I wanted to throw up. 

He forcefully grabbed my head and pulled it toward his penis, I started to silently cry as he moaned from this disgusting act. He then grabbed my hair and started to push my head up and down really fast. I then chocked on him as he let go and I continued to do as he told me to. He then pulled his penis out of my mouth and started to stroke his penis fast pointing it to my face and then a whole load of his sperm came on my face.

"MOVE !" He said getting up and heading towards the door, and as soon as he left I went straight to the shower and started crying so much. 

Right now I am just standing in the hot water running down my face and kind of crying, I feel terrible and disgusting and I feel like a whole lot of other stuff also. 

I was getting out the shower when I heard the door slam once again. I was starting to feel my legs become weak. I then went to my room and looked out the window and nobody was in sight or any cars. 

So I went downstairs and nobody was there so I just ran to my room and put my clothes and then decided on staying in the bed for the rest of the day and crying. Today and any other day is always a bad day for me .

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ATTENTION !

If you don't like the content that I put out then simply don't read it.

This is based on a true story !

I will indeed put some violence, drug use, sex , rape etc in the book 

Excuse any mistakes.

UrbanbyNi