Low Life [Suga]

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Warnings:

- Swearing

- Some dirty talk

- Jealousy and violence

- Cheating

"Hey babe, I want to cook for you tonight," you hear your beautiful boyfriend's voice through the phone against your ear. 

You bring your hand up to your forehead and rub it slightly, "I'm sorry baby, I already promised that I'd go out with one of my friends." I hate lying to him but he can never find out. Ever.

He sighs quietly, "Oh, okay. Which friend?" He sounds suspicious. 

"Oh just someone from work," you try to convince him. You begin twirling a piece of your hair with your finger nervously.

He pauses for so long that you think he hung up, "Are they a man?" 

Oh fuck.

"Uhm, no? Why would I go out with another man? I'm with you," you say slightly agitated. I'm literally going to Hell.

"Yes but this is the fortieth fucking time you've cancelled on me. We're finally not promoting anymore and we have six months off for our hard work but you're never around. You literally complained every single day when I had to cancel on you but before this I've said nothing."

"I've only cancelled twice before this and both were for good reasons. It's important to have a life outside of romantic relationships. It's unhealthy to just focus on that, obviously it's my main focus but I need support from others as well," you do your best to calm your heart, hoping he doesn't hear the nervousness in your voice. He couldn't be more correct though, you've been cheating on him with one of his members.

He murmurs something before he replies, "Fuck. You make it so hard to be mad at you. I'm just worried, Y/N, because if you ever cheated on me and I saw the guy, I would lose it and kill him. I just couldn't take it. I would snap."

"Well, you have nothing to worry about," you say as normal as you can. I really need to sort this all out. It's not fair to him but....fuck both of them are so hot.

"Good....well, I'm going to go now so I can cook anyways, I love you,"  he says still sounding upset. Maybe I wasn't convincing enough.

"Okay babe, I love you too. I promise to take you on a date soon...maybe we can even rent a hotel room and get away from the guys...." you trail off, making your voice seductive.

He mumbles an mhmm and hangs up. Fuck, he's definitely pissed. Your phone lights up with a notification for a text.

Hey. Meet me near the bridge. You know the one. ;) 

You reply quickly.

Okay, might be a bit late. I have to shower really quick.

Leave that for later, we'll take one together.

Okay. ;) Well, I guess I'm on my way now.

You put your phone away and sigh happily. Why does he have to make me so happy? Why does he have to make my heart beat fast like Jin used to? Why does he have to be so damn good in bed?

The Hotel

"Fuck baby, you felt so good," you say as he rolls away from you.

"I know," he smirks at you. "I can make you feel even better with my tongue though," he begins kissing down your neck. 

You moan loudly just as someone bangs on the door.

"You must've been too loud, kitten," he murmurs. He throws on a hotel robe and opens the door.

The door slams open revealing none other than your boyfriend, Jin. You grab at the bedding, trying to cover yourself up, holding it to your chest. 

"I fucking  knew it," he screams with rage and shoves Yoongi to the floor. "I fucking trusted you. How could you? I fucking loved you. I gave you everything I could. How could you?" He glares at you. 

You swallow hard, "I can explain....it's not what it looks like!"

"Bullshit. You're naked. In a hotel room. With....Yoongi?" his expression turns from furious to shocked and then back again. "Are you fucking kidding me?"

"Uhm, I can explain..." Yoongi says slowly and begins trembling nervously.

Jin shakes his head and swallows hard. "Go fuck yourself. I seriously thought that we were best friends. I fucking hate you," he looks towards me, "And you. I was going to propose to you. How fucking could you. I thought you were the one," his eyes slowly fill with tears and he turns around to hide his face.

The tears that were threatening to spill down your face since Jin walked in finally fall down your face. "I'm so sorry."

"No, you aren't. If you were, you would have told me about it and stopped after the first time. And you know what? I would have forgiven you and moved on. I know how long this has been going on for, though. Namjoon told me. He also told me that you rent this hotel room at least once a week," he turns around and stares at you.

"I-I'm so sorry," you sob brokenly. Yoongi switches his gaze from Jin to you. 

"Y/N are you alright?" he asks softly.

"Don't you fucking talk to her!" Jin screams, his face turning bright red. "I should fucking kill you!" he yells, rushing over towards Yoongi and shoving him hard against the wall. Yoongi is caught off guard as Jin punches him in the face, breaking his nose instantly. 

"You fucking bitch!" Yoongi screams and shoves Jin away from him, making him fall. "She chose to fuck me over you so why can't I speak to her? Huh?! She likes fucking me more than she ever liked fucking you!" he shouts, throwing a lamp at Jin's head.

"Stop! You both need to stop!" you scream and run between them with your hands outstretched. 

"Y/N, get out of here," Yoongi says with blood pouring out of his nose.

"Let me fucking kill him," Jin glares dangerously as a cut steadily pours from the side of his head.

You glare at them both separately then begin voicing your thoughts, "No. You," you look into Yoongi's eyes, "I cheated on my boyfriend with you. I was mad at him for not spending time with me. I don't have any romantic feelings towards you. I also don't like fucking you more than I like making love with Jin. It means more with Jin, not you. Sorry," you look over at Jin softly, "And you, I'm so fucking sorry, more than I can ever express. I know I cannot make it up to you, but I would love to try. But you cannot just fucking hurt him, he is your friend and part of Bangtan."

Jin looks at you with a hurt expression then sighs heavily, wiping angrily at his nonstop tears. "We'll talk more at a later time, but as of right now, I want nothing to do with you. As for you, if you don't fucking leave Bangtan I'll expose you to the internet. Every shitty, rotten thing you've done will be known," he throws a glass at the wall above Yoongi's head before he storms towards the door and slams it, leaving you and Yoongi in awkard silence. 




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