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(#19) Thoughts

*Alicia POV*

As we were finishing up our Ramen, Yoongi suddenly excused himself, his food not even half-eaten. As he walked off to someplace in the house I watched him worriedly, before he was out of my sight. I turned to Stacy who kept her focus on finishing her food. 

"Sooo..." Taehyung started the conversation at the dinner table making all heads turn his way. 

"How was your talk with Yoongi?" Namjoon suddenly asked as Taehyung looked down at his empty bowl with his chopsticks to the side. 

He then made eye-contact with me as he looked up only having me look down not wanting to think about this any further. So that's when I excused myself as well having everyone's attention (including Stacy's)  focused on me. 

Jungkook's eyebrow was raised as for Stacy's as I looked down at her since I was already standing up. I mean I already finished my ramen so...

I looked at Jin pleadingly before he nodded and that's when I took off.

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[ Stacy POV ]

What the hell was that all about?

Why did she just take off like that and abandon me here all alone?

"What was that all about?" I looked up as I heard Jungkook ask. 

Great question.

Namjoon, Hoseok, and Jimin shrugged as Jungkook then turned his attention to me with his eyebrow still raised. 

"Do you know?" He asked me.

Me!

Oh god, keep your shit together Stacy, keep your shit together.

I cleared my throat before answering nervously. 

"I-I don't." I cursed myself for stuttering, embarrassed that I couldn't play it cool in front of my idols. 

Oh, that was just amazing.

"Welp," Jin stated as he started collecting our bowls once we were all done. 

"Who's up for a horror movie?" 

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[ Alicia POV ]

As I walked up their steps, still not knowing where the hell I was going or what the hell I was doing I heard some mumbles coming up from Tae's room. So as I headed in that direction, the little murmurs were starting to become louder and clearer until I was right outside of Taehyung's bedroom door. 

"Stupid girls, strangers that we don't even know and he's just letting them stay here. Ridiculous."

I bit my lip while looking down knowing that Yoongi was talking about Stacy and I. I wanted to just go in there and comfort him. Tell him everything was okay and we were harmless. I just wanted to gain his trust and let him know that we were both trustworthy. But I know I couldn't do it. I didn't have the guts. I was too scared of his reaction and that he would've just laughed and not believe me. Cause surely, someone like Yoongi was kinda hard to please. Just a tiny bit. And who was I kidding? We were technically strangers...

But at the same time, I wanted to work all this out since I didn't know how long me and Stacy were gonna be staying here. I mean all we had with us was Stacy's purse, my backpack that only had a few snacks in there (that were probably already stale from the concert) and a flashlight (for some reason). Then my phone that's dead and Stacy's phone that is probably dead too. And did we even bring our phone chargers you may ask?