A New Life | BTS

(#30) Back

*3rd POV*

As the two of them went back downstairs, Jin had caught a glimpse of them before his eyes widen. He then got himself up and started heading towards them without the other members noticing. 

"Alicia, where were you? I was wondering where you had gone," Jin expressed as he had both of his hands placed on Alicia's shoulders. 

She chuckled nervously as she made herself answer. "Just using the bathroom, I've been having stomach pains these days you know?" She nodded as she tried not to be too obvious.

"Stomach pains?"  Stacy thought as she just went with it. 

"Well do you need any Pepcid for that? I could get some for you right now if you'd like?" Jin asked before heading up the stairs to get the pills that she "needed." 

"What? Oh no- I don't need any right now, I'm feeling much better thank you." Alicia quickly stated. 

As Jin slowly went down the steps he squinted his eyes at the both of them before turning exactly to  Alicia who started shifting uncomfortably at the tension that she had felt, coming from the older. "Are you sure your alright?" He asked as she nodded. The fourteen-year-old just kept looking between the two before budging in with a smile. 

"Shouldn't we get back now?" Stacy asked as she linked her arm with Alicia's which who had given her a confused expression at the sudden action. 

"Yeah, yeah, you two missed quite a bit. Especially you Alicia." Jin said giving her one last glance before turning back around and joining the others again, having the two follow him.

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"W-w-w-wait. So let me get this straight. The actor Nam Joo used to be your boyfriend?! The Nam Joo Hyuk? Not just an actor but a model too?! And you used to go to high school with him?! And now all of a sudden he's wanting to come back at you with sudden revenge just because you rejected and broke up with him? Seriously?" Alicia asked as Yoongi nodded. 

"Nobody back at the time could reject him, and if you ever tried even thinking about getting out of his grasp then you'd be dead. He'd wanna make you his, just to use you. He would say these words that would make you feel like the most prettiest thing in the world, but then after a day later you would instantly catch him flirting or making out with some random chick or guy, leaving your heart broken into millions of pieces. Then the asshole would just say it was nothing and would beg for another chance and forgiveness, using his idiotic charms." 

"And if he doesn't get that chance?" Stacy asked with a shaky voice. 

Yoongi stared at her with hatred in his eyes, probably thinking about all the things that Nam Joo has put him through. 

"Then he'd make and force that chance out of you." Yoongi gritted his teeth as he took a deep breath and continued. 

 "If the begging and puppy eyes don't work, and you already feel done and disgusting, already sick and tired of being one of his porcelain dolls, then he'd just pull you aside or into a dark and crowded space where there is no personal space at all, making you feel miserable and uncomfortable while his piercing gaze was just pasted onto you like mountains and mountains of sticky, and unpleasant glue." 

Yoongi's voice became more hushed at every sentenced he spoke causing the lit up room to have a dull and meanless feeling and aura. He looked unslightly pale and empty with no energy running through his body as millions of questions and voices ran through his head and mushed brain. He felt like gunshots were being shot at him, shredding through his chest as the tears rounded up in his eyes. The pang of abuse and disableness.