Seventeen Imagines ; discontinued

✎Vernon✎

                                                                              [] Angst warring []

You were at home in New York after visiting your Grandparents in Korea. When you opened your apartment door, everything was in place the way you left it. Even your razor blade.

Your neighbor who came home from Korea after leaving his Boy group who disbanded a few years ago. Hansol was very kind. Hansol came over every Saturday for a movie night, and tonight was Saturday.

Before he came over and ruined your cutting time, you dropped your bags as you walked into your living room.

You took the razor and brought it to your wrist, cutting your wrist where newer cuts and scars laid. Your intercom rang as you cut for the 2nd time. You ignored the intercom ringing and got up and went into your bathroom and ran freezing cold water. You sat down and brought the blade to your other wrist.

"Y/N? I know your home! Where are you..?" Hansol yelled from the other side of your bathroom door. Hansol opened the door and he stood there staring at you in the tub with your clothes on and a blade to your wrist. "What are you doing..?!" Hansol walked over to you and took the blade and chucked it down the drain of the sink. "Why would you cut?!" Hansol yelled as he pulled you out of the tub and sat you down on the floor. 

"I just wanted to..." You said softly as Hansol hugged you close to him. "Don't do that ever again... I don't want to lose you." Hansol said as he started shaking. "Hansol..?" You whispered as he started to sob. "I can't lose you..." Hansol cried into your shoulder. "Hansol..." You mumbled again. "I can't lose you because I love you Y/N, I always have. Now promise me you'll stop cutting... Please?" Hansol pulled away from the hug as you nodded. "I know you don't have the same feelings, but will you still be my friend? I don't want things to get weird between us." Hansol asked as you nodded.

"But I love you too..." You mumbled as Hansol's head shot up. "You do?" He asked as you nodded. "I have ever since you moved here. I guess it was love at first sight for me." You admitted as Hansol kissed your cheek. "I'm glad I wasn't the only one then..."