You will love me! (Yandere Palette x Goth)

Why I am leaving Wattpad

Hey guys, it's me.

So, I have a lot of things on my mind.

I am leaving wattpad.

Why? Well, there are many reasons.

I love writing and creating stories, but, I don't want to write fan fiction.

I want to write original stories. Stories about my own characters. My characters and there relationships and there struggles. I want to work with animals and have dogs when I grow up. I want to have a loving husband who cares about me. I want to work hard in band and be an amazing flute and piccolo player. I want to grow better as an actress and write plays. I want to go to college. I want to be a better me.

The me that gets good grades. The me that doesn't feel alone.

The me that gets attention from boys, even with my small form.

Fan fiction isn't going to get me there.

That doesn't mean I'm not still a fan of things.

I love Voltron, Harry Potter and Detroit Become Human, but writing love stories between fictional characters doesn't appeal to me anymore.

I want to write the love between my characters, like Dee Dee and Cody, and their struggles.

Dee Dee's struggle with self image, eating disorders, her self worth and Cody's anger issues and his divorced family. I want to write about that, not boys making out with each other.

Don't take this as I'm homophobic. I'm not going out of my way to attack people in the LGBTQ+ community. Just because I am astraight, white, female, and won't go with you to pride parades doesn't mean anything. I just accept it as a fact and something about your life that I can't change. Some of my best friend's are Bi and Homosexual, and that doesn't change my thoughts towards them.

I still love and care for them, even if they are something I am not.

I am a usually excepting person. Even if I don't agree with you, as long as you don't take it to far, I won't fight with you. I'm not going into politics because I don't know much and it makes me uncomfortable.

There's a lot more going into my religion, my school, and how lonely I feel, mostly dew to losing a close friend because I was angry and unhappy and my ever growing fear that no boy will ever like me because of my body and my slightly bipolar personality, no, I don't suffer from bipolar disorder but I have many moodswings, mostly me going from happy bubbly to rage and anger within a single second, but all that I don't want to go into detail about.

That's really all I have to talk about, please understand, I am going into a new and larger school and I'm nervous of work overload and boys taking advantage of me and substance abuse, because I know those are all things that could happen.

Thank you for understanding and accepting and I appreciate all of the support I have gotten and I hope you all will keep doing things you love.