We Fit Together Right.. (Nemi)

I'm Losing Myself..

The next day I felt a urge to hit the studio one last time before my mini vacations..

I kissed Nick's sleeping face on the forehead and rolled out. I went to the bathroom to take a quick shower.. After it, I walked out of the bathroom to see Nick still asleep

I started getting dressed and just when I got my underwear he groaned

- Good morning handsome! - I said looking to his closet which had now some of my clothes

- Hey - he responded with his deep sexy morning voice - You going out?

I took a shirt out and putted it on - Yeah.. I'm thinking in going to the studio before my vacation week.. Wanna go with me?

I looked back at me and saw that he was sat on the bed with only a sheet on top of him. He always slept shirtless and the view I was getting was pretty hot

- I got an event first but if you want, I can come back and get you to go there in the afternoon!

I nodded my head smiling - That sounds great!

I got the rest of my outfit ready and he started dressing too..

After breakfast, he went pit and I decided to watch a bit of TV.

At lunch we lunched at a restaurant.. after it, we hit the studio and made a song

- Let me tweet something! - I smiled putting my phone on camera

We gave a thumbs up and I posted the photo on my twiter.. A lot of people were saying it was him and I had to laugh at it

I went back to his house and he stayed in the studio. He said he needed to do some more things before comming..

Unfortunately, he came really late and I didn't saw him. The next day, I wke up with an empty bed.. Not just any empty bed! A non-touched empty bed..

Confused, I ecided to call him.. no answer

I walked downstairs and ate breakfast.. after it, I tried again.

The same..

What was he doing? What was happening?..

The most various thoughts came in my head.. nothing good..

I waited that day and he didn't came either.. What the actual fuck was happening?

I called him again.. I heard nothing like the other 50 times I called.. I started to think that he regreted.. maybe he didn't like me.. maybe he didn't want to get away from Olivia.. maybe he was still in love with her..

I searched through the internet and all my doubts came true.. Nick and Olivia at the movies..

One side of me was saying "He still has to prettend.." but the other one was yelling "He gave up!"

The tears started coming and the idea of mini vacation was starting to disapear.. I walked upstaires and looked for a random bag.. after a while, I found one and putted all my stuff inside of it..

- If the next morning his not here, I'll be gone - I said to myself

I hid the bag on his closet and went to sleep.. my heart aching and all the deamons creeping back in

Demi.. you have to be stronger..

I woke up in the next morning but didn't opened my eyes.. I didn't wanted to.. If I did, it could be the possible end.. My eyes started to water and I rolled over crying.. I didn't felt his presence.. I didn't felt his arms..

I cried into the pillow for a long time.. All my nightmares creeping back in.. Nick wasn't just a guy.. he was my best friend! My best friend didn't loved me..

With a lot of sadness, I opened my eyes and found what I found the previous days..

Nothing..

I got dressed and putted sunglasses on since it was pretty obvious that I had been crying. I picked up my stuff, did some things and let a one last tear..

With that.. I got out and went home..

Nick POV.

That night, Joe showed up at the studio and asked if I could go with him to a bar.. I went there and we had a couple of drinks.. 

The next day, I woke up at his house and he said that I had gotten drunk.. I was lucky that he didn't took me home or he would find out about Demi..

I left his house and walked to mine but in the middle of the walk, Olivia caught me and paparazi started to take pictures of us..

- What do we do now? - I whispered

- We gotta pretend.. let's go on a date.. movies? - she smiled

I sighed.. Demi couldn't find out about  this.. - Okay

The paparazzis didn't left us.. they were constantly behund us.. They even bllocked the way of  her house so I had to sleep there..

Olivia knew that I idn't loved her anymore.. she didn't tried anything. We were just to friends having a sleep over..

The next morning I walked to my house as fast as I could..

As I got closer to my house, I saw Demi comming out with a bag.. I called her name and got closer to her but she ignored and passed by me looking down

- Demi, wait! Where are you going?

She stopped and turned around - Home

Sh continued walking but I wasn't going to give up.. - Wait please - I ran to her again taking her arm

- Don't touch me! - sshe yelled looking at me

- Please don't go..

- This is not just about us anymore! - she said starting to cry

- What do you mean?

She brought her hands to her heand and shook it - I can't Nick.. just.. forget.. I need time

I grabbed her hands with my own tears starting to come - Demi..

I took her hands of and she stared at me.. with one of my hands, I pushed her glasses up and saw the look..

The look of fear.. the same look she had when we were teenagers..

The look she had when she cutted..

My tears started to fall - No.. please say that it's not true..

I looked down and felt her shake.. I pulled her sleeve up and everything went red..

Bloody red..

And I was the cause of it..