We Fit Together Right.. (Nemi)

I'm Gonna Clean Up The Mess I Made..

I shook my head in disbelief.. This wasn't happening.. this can't be happening..

- Demi.. This..

- Forget Nick..

I looked back at her face and saw her crying.. she took her wrist off of my hands

- Demi, look at me..

She looked at my eyes hesitating a little.. My little girl.. she's back to her demons.. She lost this battle and I helped it..

- I'm the cause of.. it?

She closed her eyes and took a shaky breath.. i knew I was.. I fucked up..

- Nick.. I'm a lightweight.. with every move, my whole world shakes..

- But I didn't did anything.. you have to believe in me..

She looked away wiping her eyes

- Demi I love you and I'll be here with you again.. we'll make it right again.. We got this..

- Nick, it's me or her.. you can't date us both!

- I'm not with her!! I love you.. we were surrounded by paparazzi's so we had to pretend - I chuckled letting some tears fall - and then I took her to her house and the paparazzi's followed us so I had to stay there! You gotta believe in me! Nothing happened..

- Then why didn't you return my calls and texts?!

- Demi, my phone is dead!

She started to cry again.. - I'm so sorry!

I opened my arms and pulled her to my arms - Calm down baby..

- I need time.. I need to go.. before it gets worse..

I nodded and rubbed her back - I'm here for you.. Please don't go now.. stay a bit.. please

She nodded into my chest and I helped with the bag.

We got inside and sat on the couch snuggling. I didn't want her to go back.. knowing that I was the reason why she was coming back was horrible..

Maybe she could stay.. maybe I could help her!

- What if you don't go?.. What if we use my house as a recovery center for you?

She looked up at me confused.. - What?

I smiled - You heard me! I can take some vacations too.. I'll be with you for two months 24 hours a day!

- Nick.. I don't want.. the last time, I acted like a crazy girl and I don't want for you to get sick of me..

- I won't! I love you.. I promise!

She looked down giving it a serious thought.. I could do this.. I know I could!

- Please don't leave me - She whispered hugging my waist

- Is that a yes?

She nodded her head and I hugged her tighter - We got this!

Demi POV.

I knew this would take time.. this could either get him away from me or make us closer..

My demons came back.. and I had to go to my shrink again.. Old Demi is back..

Nick called his manager and asked for two months of vacation.. I did the same.. They both agreed and we went to sleep snuggled

He's gonna run from you when he sees how crazy you are!

You're still so fat!

No I'm not! I'm stronger!!

I couldn't sleep.. I had so much in my head.. a part of me was trying to convince that I was strong and beautiful.. the other one was yelling that I was ugly and worthless..