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"Sleep well my angel, all be here when you wake up I promise." Jasper slowly nodded as he yawned and nuzzled again him.
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Jasper yawned and cuddled against his object of warmth. 'mm yes..' He thought as he hugged the object closer. Smiling as he heard a chuckle escape from the being he was currently cuddling to death. Opening one of
his bright green eyes he stared up at the same Crimson ones he loved so much.
Jasper tried to move up to plant a kiss on thous pale lips but quickly regretted it as he felt a sharp pain and whimpered. "Shh don't move much, it's going to hurt." Jasper nodded and layed his head on Sebastian's chest. "Thanks by the way.." Sebastian looked at him slightly confused. "Thank for..?" Jasper blushed hard and buried his face in Sebastian's chest. "Taking my virginity, I was nearly afraid id die a Virgin."
Sebastian laughed lightly and hugged jasper close, he couldn't help but feel happy to know he had just defiled the young boy, his demonic nature seemed quiet proud of this."Well no wonder you were so tight then Mr.rose. I must say I look forward to doing that again." Jasper blushed bright red and looked away completely embarrassed.
Jasper felt sebastian pick up his still scarred arm up and lightly trace the now brown scars. "You know you never told me what was going threw your mind that day.."
"And I, never expected this to be our 'after sex' talk." Jasper frowned. This made sebastian smile dully at him. Jasper sighed and laid his head back down.
"I was 7 Ashton was 5. My mother was a scientist a very good one at that. She has been working on a new cure for a type of virus that had been spreading in the west parts of England. One day she told us both that she had to go there for a few days just to see how bad the people had gotten. 2 days later she came home alright. Home in a box." Jasper smiled sadly as if the memories were playing in his head.
"With out mother father had gotten quiet depressed but still kept up the family name and image. He was so busy doing so that I had taken it apon my self at my young age to raise my brother and keep my mothers memory alive just for him." Jaspers eyes clouded over with tears as he bit his lip, blinking them back.
"Once i had turned 15, Ashton was 13. We were all going to attend a social event. It was the first time Ashton had properly dressed himself I was so proud of him. Father looked so happy even thou I knew it was a lie.
But still I went with it. That's when one of the horses had gotten out of control pulled the carriage straight down the side of the hill. I had managed to pull Ashton out but father was less lucky. Unfortunately Ashton's rib cage had been crushed, puncturing his lungs."
Jasper looked up at him. The boy seemed so frightened so scared. His green eyes held fear and sadness. This was probably all the boy had ever known. Fear and sadness. Sebastian couldn't help but feel pained for the young boy. He looked so innocent. So .. Childish. But just a sniff from his soul said something completely different. So he gave jasper an encouraging smile for
Him to continue.
"I was now 16, and still deep in my grief. Depression had consumed me. Nothing mattered anymore. I had lost my family, my title, my life was destroyed. I .. I had no one. Hell, I was going so bad I spent most of times in bars and wondering the streets. I had turned into one of thous filthy low lying thief's that only came out at night. A vampire. Something afraid of the sun. Something afraid of joy and life. Something that only knew darkness, lived in darkness, was darkness.
I remember when I had realised this. I was at a gambling table, had lost a thew hundred and just kept going. But instead I had stopped and walked out. Even in my druken state I had managed to walk to a bridge and I knew I wanted to do this. Nothing ever in my life had I been so .. Certain. Felt So right. Like this was the only way.. This was the only way to the happiness I craved. Pathetic to be honest but still. I surprisingly had faith."
"What made you stop?" He had to admit jasper little sob story was interesting. Perhaps not as good as Ciels but it had been enough to turn and taint jaspers soul. He breathed in jaspers scent and sighed. There. That purity. Yes, jasper was quiet right. His soul was tainted. But only on the outside. It seemed as if all his purity that was left was stored deep in his soul. While darkness and blackness shrouded it. Hiding it.
"Well that's when I met Abbiegail. That girl just.. Came out of no where to be honest. I was about to jump and she grabbed me pulled me back. And kept yelling that I had something to live for.
I remember being so confused.. What did I have to live to for? Till This day I still don't know.."
Sebastian couldn't help it anymore. He started to laugh. A true mocking laugh. "Ah Jasper Thomas Rose. How you amuse me. Your so pathetic it's entertaining really." He roughly pushed the boy away and got up from the bed.
Jasper on the other hand was utterly confused and just started in shock at sebastian. "W-what?" Sebastian
sighed an annoyed sigh as he dressed him self in record timing. "are you really that dense? Jasper I never loved you and I will never love you. I was simply fulfilling one of my masters requests." Jasper sat there his eyes wide as he tried to process what was happening right in front of him.
"I must say this toke longer then I had expected but then again, it was such a pleasure. And I do mean all of it." Jasper shuddered as he pulled the covers around his naked form. He looked back up only to see that he was now the only one in the room.
All that was of rememberance of last night were the Desecrated cat ears and cum stained sheets. "h-how.." Jasper broke down into a loud sob. His crying growing louder by the minuet till they mimicked one of a dieing animals.
While the butler was no where to be seen.
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