You left 5 days ago. I have another 10 before I see you again. I was doing okay until tonight. I want more than anything to just have you hold me. I'm not sleeping again. When we were in Denver, you were the only reason that I slept. You rubbed my head until I fell asleep. I'll be honest, it wasn't the rubbing that made me sleepy, it was you making me feel safe. You are the only thing that will do that anymore. My head is scary, but you are what keeps me sane.
I hate that your 18 hours away and I can't hold you for another 10 days...
I'll be counting the hours my love. You are my world. I love you
