You And I

x Chapter 7 x

x Chapter 7 x

        (A/N  This chpater starts out in Kiara's point of view.)

  These past 3 days have been so amazingly fun. I cannot describe how badly i have missed the lads pressence. But this summer needs to be different . I'm done acting like Zayn is just a good friend. But how can i show him my feelings without scarring him off? I'm such a wimp. 

    It was still dark outside and i noticed i was on the couch. I remebered what happened last night. Me , Lou , Ni , Harry and Zayn sat in the living room watching tv. I guess i got super bored and tired and fell asleep. I shot up right away to look around to see if the boys pranked me. And of course , they did. They wrote all over my arms and leg in a red pen. Each of the wrote 3 things on me. I bet this was Harry's idea. I walked over to the nearest bathroom and didn't bother knocking. None of the boys are up this early unless its an international crisis. To Niall , running out of waffles is an international crisis. 

    I walked in the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Some of my make up was smeared on my face. wait what? Did i even put make up on last night? I was so confused. I decided to just let it go and i washed my face off with a wet towel.I got another towel and cleaned off what the boys had written on me. I swear im gonna get them back... I glanced over to the clock on the wall and didn't believe my eyes. It was 5:30 am. I groaned and shuffled my feet over to my room. I didn't bother trying to be quiet and i bursted the door open. I face planted into my bed and sat straight up after i felt a hard object that hit my face when i face planted into my bed. What the hell could that be?  I pulled down the covers to find my book. How the heck did it get under here? I threw it on my night stand and walked over to the tv to turn it on and grab the remote. I noticed I was still wearing clothes so i threw the remote onto my bed and slumped over to my suitcases on the floor. I grabbed my grey sweats and a tight fitting PINK shirt from victoria secret. My auntie got me these sweats and T for when i visited her awhile back. She got it from America for me and the only thing that made my eyebrows furroe was that PINK in bright lettering was stitched across the bum area. It was quite weird seeing that people think its attractive to have lettering there. I accepted kindly even though i wasn't so fond about the lettering. When i was done stripping off my clothes from yesterday and throwing on the victoria secret stuff , i threw myself onto my bed and sat there looking up into the ceiling. I rolled over onto something hard and noticed it was the remote. I shuffled it in my hands turning up the volume. The movie 'the notebook' was playing and I grinned remembering the first time watching it. I was about 16 and it was showing a premiere of it on tv. I was about to change the channel and my mom screamed out "What the hell are you doing??!!!!  Keep it on here!!!" she leaped onto the couch beside me and focused on the screen. I moaned and turned my attention to the tv. Right away i was in love with the movie. My flashback was snapped into reality when i heard a loud BAM in the kitchen. I immediatley jumped out of my bed and followed the sound to the kitchen.

   There he stood looking angrily down at the pan before him. 

  " Another egg!" He screamed while throwing the burnt egg into the trash. 

  " Zayn?" I asked cautiously like he might go animal on me and growl at me.

  "What" He snapped.

  "What are you doing do you need help? What happened, why are you so mad?" I asked him with more confidence this time. 

   His beautiful hazel eyes looked up into to mine capturing me in my stance. 

 " Nothing okay Kiara? Nothing! Stop trying to act like you care! Dont act like you care about me! Just get away! Get away!" He growled at me.

 Tears started to prickle in my eyes and stream down my face. No noise came out I just fell to the floor crying into my knees. Before i feel down I saw Zayn's face change from anger to sincerity. i choked on my own tears and i started gasping for air. Why was he yellng at me? He has never yelled at me before. I didn't like it at all. 

  "Oh Kiara im so sorry i didn't mean to snap like that, i had a bad dream and i was in a bad mood , Im so sorry." He said while rocking my in his arms on the ground.

  " I - I - Its  oh- okay.." I sniffled. His face , his voice , his tensity , everything about him scared me when he yelled at me. I didn't notice i was trembling until Zayn picked me up. 

  "No it'snot , I'm so sorry.." He said into my hair. I looked up into his eyes and he wiped away my tears with his thumb. It felt like a century i was staring into his beautiful eyes but in reality it was only a couple of seconds before Harry came abreling down the hall.

  "I heard yelli- why is she crying! " Harry said running over to me and in between Me and Zayn so he could hold me in his arms.I put my face in the crook of Harry's neck and i let my self cry in his shoulder. 

  "Awwh boo , It's gonna be okay , can you tell em what happened? We can go sit on the bench/swing outside?" Harry said in a hushed tone.

  I just nodded into his shoulder knowing he would feel it.He took my hand and guided me outside. The cold air of morning bite my cheeks and tips of my ears causing me to shiver. We made our way over to the swinging bench and we sat down quietly.

  " Sooo ,do you wanna tell me what happened? Why were you crying?" Harry finally asked."Start from the begining." He added.

   So i did. I started from when i was younger and i told him how i've always had feelings for Zayn , then to when he auditioned for Xfactor and all of that. Then i told him about this summer , how i thought things would be different , and how I'm scared what he will do or say if i come out clear.Lastly i told him about how he was yelling at me for the first time today and i was completely shocked.

  " Well maybe you  should go back in there , let him explain himself to you and let everything go on from there." He ordered. 

     "Thanks Styles." I smiled.

   'Your always welcome." He smirked while kissing my forehead.

   I slowly made my way inside to find Zayn sitting on the stool with his hands on his forehead mumbling something to himself.

   " Zayn?" I said.

  His head shot up and i saw his face was wet with tears.

 "Im so sorry Kiara. I didn't mean to flip out like that. i was just freaking out over my bad dream and I - I I am so very sorry , can you forgive me?" He studdered.

  "Oh shut up.' i smiled hile kissing his cheek."Ofcourse I can."I whispered in his ear.

  He leaned forward an brought me into a deep hug that sent fireworks off in my heart. 

  "Good to see you guys happy again." Harry winked while coming inside from the backyard bringing the cold morning air inside with him. 

 "And may i say Kiara , thoses sweats look fine on you." he joked.

   Even though he was joking my face turned red at the thought of Harry looking at the lettering of PINK that is across my bum. 

  Soon after Harry's joke the rest of the lads joined us in the kitchen. i didn't notice I was still in Zayn's embrace until Niall started wiggling his eyebrows at us.I quickly left his embrace and sat at the stool next to him.

  "Hey  I just got a text from Simon, we have a meeting on tourdates in 2 hours but we need to go now because it takes an hour and thirty minutes to get there." Niall said with his eyes still glued on his phone.

  "Can I come with?" I asked with hopeful eyes.

  "Ofcourse! Please do!" Zayn said right away.

   "Well get dressed and ready and get in the car!" Niall smiled.

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"Well that was boring." I said while flopping on the coach. It was dinner time the time we came back. We had lunch at the meeting.

 "Well no as boring as the surprise in your room." Zayn smiled. What? How did he manage to get a 'surprise' in my room while we weregone? Did he do it before we left?

  "What?" I finally said.

  "Just follow me." Was all he said while grabbing my hand and leading me to my room.

  "What'dya think?" He said while revealing the most amazing surprise anyone has ever gave me.

  "It's beautiful.." Was all that i could bear to say.