Letter R .

Royalty pt. 2

The next day I felt completely down: I felt, nor had any emotion within me. My friends noticed it too, and that's when I broke down and told them everything that has happened. Afterwards, I was accompanied to the office by my friend Daya, and I made my report of all of the incidences that had occurred.

I felt powerful, and like if nothing could stop me. Aside from coming out, this has been one of my most bravest moments ever. I return to the high school to visit my friends, and I was surprised to see that Roger was still there; god I was so frustrated at the sight of him. It turned out that the school didn't do anything over my report, which made me even more mad than I already was.

I make the move of saying that I had to go home, and I left. The school year was coming to an end, and I was getting excited for our little eighth grade graduation. This is the time in every school year where teachers recognize their students, and I was surprisingly one of them. I know what you're thinking, "Kevin, are you kidding? How could you have not known?" Well I was, and still am very insecure of my capabilities. Any who, I got recognized, and I felt very special.

Everyone treated me like "royalty" this year, and I honestly don't think I deserved it. Yes I have been nicer, and more active when it comes to volunteering, and helping around school, but I'm no "royal". I was just happy that the school rear was almost over. One day, I stayed a little late at school for a student council meeting, and as I'm about to call my parents, Roger comes in. He takes my arm and walks me out with him. He takes me back to that spot that's still unknown to me. My body is aching, but I didn't allow myself to feel it, or anything for that matter.

I couldn't fight back, I don't know what had happened to me at that moment. I couldn't do anything, why was allowing myself to be taken from him. Minutes prior to that, I find myself on my knees with my pants down to my ankles, and with Roger in front of me. I kept trying to push him off, but he was just so...strong. After that was over I started walking home again, but this time I wasn't praying, I wasn't doing anything. I came home, and brushed my teeth repeatedly, and then I went into my room, and went to sleep.