Diary of me

Entry #10: you belong with me parody

Ethan and I haven’t spoken in days. Silent torture. <////3

Hindi pa din ako bumabalik sa dati kong kinauupuan. Kumalat na tuloy yung isyu na nagkakalabuan kami. Ano bang isyu yan… Bakit kami magkakalabuan? Sa umpisa pa lang ba, malinaw na kami?!

Back to normal ang buhay namin. Madaming nag-f-flirt uli sa kanya at ako kunwari okay at tumatanggap na din ng bagong suitors. Awkward sa pakiramdam kapag nagkakataong groupmates kami. Kapag ganun, lumilipat ako sa group ni Erin o Alarice. Sabi nila para daw akong umiiwas. Naku. Wag na nilang i-parang. Sagasaan na nila! Umiiwas talaga ako!

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*kriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing*

O yan. Uwian na. Dati-rati kami ni Ethan yung last na lumalabas, ngayon, ako na nauunang umalis. Kung wala siyang pakialam sa nararamdaman ko, ayoko na ding mangialam sa nararamdaman niya.

“Baby, ayos ka lang ba? Ang tamlay mo naman yata ngayon.” Bati sa’kin ni mhie pagkarating ko sa bahay.

“I’m fine mhie…”

“Pinalaki ba kitang sinungaling?! What’s wrong?”

“Mhie… Andun lang ako oh. I’m standing right in front of him pero bakit hindi niya ko makita?!” I started crying. Masyado kasi akong feelingera. As if Ethan would care an inch of what I feel.

“Don’t worry Arianna, magiging okay lang lahat… It’s okay…” hinug ako ni mhie and atleast, kahit sa maikling oras, nabawasan yung sama ng loob ko.

Kiniss ko sa cheek si mhie at umakyat na sa kwarto.

♫ You’re on the phone with you’re boyfriend, he’s upset

He’s going off about something that you said

Cause he doesn’t get your humor like I do

And I’m in my room it’s a typical Tuesday night

I’m listening to the kind of music he doesn’t like

And he’ll never know your story like I do…♫

Unconsciously, napasilip ako sa bintana ko. At ayun… bukas ang bintana ni Ethan. Dun din galing yung soundtrip. At siya mismo nandun. Ngumiti siya sa’kin. I refused to care.

♫ If you could see that I’m the one who understands you

Been here all along so why can’t you see… You belong with me

You belong with me…♫

Sumilip uli ako. At ngayon, may hawak na siyang sketch pad.

ARE YOU OKAY? – yan yung nakasulat. Hahaha. Di ko naman maiwasang hindi matawa. Nakaka-you belong with me talaga yung vibes. Ultimo yung trip sa music video, ginaya.

♫ Walking the streets with you and your worn out jeans

I can’t help thinking this is how it ought to be

Laughing on the park bench thinking to myself

‘Hey isn’t this easy?’♫

a/n: ALL CAPS yung convo ni Arianna at Ethan. (:

ANO NAMAN SA’YO? – Arianna

MASAMA BANG MAGING CONCERNED? – Ethan

DELAYED YUNG CARE MO. TSE! – Arianna

♫ And you got a smile that could light up this whole town

I haven’t seen it in a while since he brought you down

You say you’re fine, I know you better than that

Hey what you doing with a guy like that? ♫

PARA KA NG SI ALARICE MAGSUNGIT. HEHEHE. – Ethan

ANO NAMAN SA’KIN? TAWA-TAWA KA DIYAN. GALIT PA KO SA’YO. >.< - Arianna

SORRY NA NGA. SMILE KA NA PLEASE? – Ethan

IKAW KAYA NAGPA-SIMANGOT SA’KIN. >.< - Arianna

♫ If you could see that I’m the one who understands you

Been here all along so why can’t you see… You belong with me

Standing there and waiting at your back door

All this time how could you not know baby

You belong with me…♫

PANO KO MAKAKABAWI? – Ethan

DALHAN MO KO NG GUMMY WORMS. – Arianna

NGAYON NA? – Ethan

♫ I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night

I’m the one who makes you laugh when you know you’re ‘bout to cry

I know your favorite songs and you tell ‘bout your dreams

Think I know where you belong

Think I know it’s with me

Have you ever thought just maybe you belong with me… You belong with me ♫

AY HINDI. BUKAS. – Arianna

SIGE. DIYAN KA LANG. HINTAYIN MO KO. – Ethan

Ngumiti siya sa’kin tapos umalis din agad. Natatawa din tuloy ako sa sarili ko. Patulan ba yung parody ni Ethan sa You belong with me ni Taylor Swift? Hahaha. Pero… May kaboses siya eh… Nasa dulo ng dila ko…

Dear diary,

I’m happy everytime I see his sweet smile, but I’m happier if that smile is for me. Can’t he be mine?

“Arianna, may bisita ka!” – mommy Penelope

Tumakbo ako pababa ng hagdan. Muntikan pa kong matisod ng ilang beses. Bisita? Ngayon? Anong oras na kaya!

O________________________________O

“E-Ethan?”

“Gummy worms mo. ^_________________________________^ ”