Bad Sh*t (A Lip Gallagher love story)

Chapter 5

It's been a few days and I haven't talked to Lip, only Ian over the phone, and he's came over a few times when I was afraid to be home alone when my uncle was out drinking and gettin fucked up.

Spending nights with Ian was fun tho, we have developed a friendship I've never had before. I felt trust between him unlike I have with anyone before.

He's told me so much, about himself, his life, his relationship with Kash and everything going on.

I guess even the other day Lip found out he was gay. Supposedly from the story, lip didn't seem to happy and kind of confused at the same time.

He even convinced Ian to go get his dick sucked by Karen Jackson.

Her name sends shivers down my spine. She's a whore, I've seen her walking around town with guys. I've ran into her fucking guys in public areas, but she hasn't noticed me.

I'm assuming Lip has developed feelings for this girl depending on the stories I've heard. How can you develop feelings for a hoe? I mean come on.

And there's no way science turns her on. She's just a horny fuck lookin to get her mouth filled with dick.

But to be honest, I missed lip.

The nights when Ian isn't here have been rough with my uncle, and now I have to try and survive another night without Ian.

Styx took the kids back to revere for a while because my uncle has been having severe heroine withdrawals and he's been going back to it.

I didn't mind and I insisted on staying here to look over everything.

Normally, I'd be the one to take the kids away from him but this time was different.

Massachusetts was to far of a travel for me, plus I'm not a fan of my cousin Kim. That's who Styx decided to stay with. She's a bitch, and I've never gotten along with her.

I don't know why, but maybe it's the way uncle Taz favors us over her. I know it seems fucked up, and I'd rather not be favored by him.

But back to Lip, I miss him. I miss his touch and his voice. I miss his chuckle and his sassiness.

I know I haven't known him for long, but I never had anybody there for me like with lip. He made me feel different. But I couldn't put my finger on it.

He's all that was on my mind 24/7. It was like a curse. The more I thought about him the more it hurt that he thought I did coke.

I was a girl who liked to get fucked up, and do drugs and what not. Like when I was 14 and 15 I tried coke, and opium and stuck with it for a while. But I got over that quickly, it really fucked with me and school was not going well. plus I had to do what was best for cherri and ash.

I already tried to kill myself by overdosing, drinking myself away, hanging myself and slitting my wrists.

I would never go back to my old ways, with drugs that it anyways. I was a mess.

Tonight was night two without Ian by my side.

Taz stumbled in the door, as usual.

"Hey sweetie" His voice raspy and grumpy.

He stumbled his way over to me, walking almost like a new born penguin learning how to walk.

"You have it now? " He groaned in my ear.

"No Taz. I've been telling you for the past 3 days, Will is out of town and I have no money. " I sighed, and tears came to my eyes and I knew what I was in for. I was in trouble.