It Be Like That Sometimes

Chapter 18

Rob's POV

A baby? What tf did I do? I hurt the one girl who I truely ever loved. This not right man. I should be in jail. I raped Aiyanna man. I guess everybody saw the stress I was undergoing when I walked down the hall with my head down. Jawan enraged came up to me, "What she say to you man?!" I stood there quiet. I already hurt Aiyanna by doing this to her so I respected her wishes of nobody knowing. I had to make up a lie, "Dawg she just let me know how much you mean to her and there was no reason for me to be here." I just left after that. I got Aiyanna pregnant man & not the way I wanted to.

Flashback

"Hahaha boy stop playing." Aiyanna yelled at me why we laid in my bed. "Girl I'm forreal. We gone get married & make a lot of babies. Like 20 of em."  She gave me a twisted look. "Aiyanna, I know we're young, really young but I'm in love with you & I want to spend the rest of my life with you." This was the first time Aiyanna had nothing to say. She just stared at me with watery eyes & chuckled, "Get out ya feelings." I couldn't do anything but laugh and kiss the girl I planned on spending the rest of my life with.

Flashback Over

Where did I go wrong in life man? I lost my best friend, Ray, I broke up Kam & Yanna's friendship, & most of all I lost the one girl who would lose her life for me. I'm not even worth it to live mane. Then Yanna sitting in a fucking hospital bed & she lost her child. OUR CHILD! A child that didn't deserve the way it entered the world. I'm about to stop smoking & drinking & get my girl back. I gotta go to one place before I start tho.

Shay's POV

"You still hurting babe? " Devin asked while backing up in a parking spot at the hospital. "Yeah a little." He hopped out the car & came to my side to help me out. We walked through the entrance & a nurse looked upset with me, "Ms.Howard, what are you doing out of bed! Are you crazy!" She grabbed a wheelchair & basically forced me into it. Me & Devin was so shocked We just went with her.

We got on an elevator & I gave Devin that tf going on face & he just shrugged. When she rolled me off the elevator I noticed a lot of Aiyanna's friends there. "Ms.Howard, I found your daughter walking around by the entrance." The woman turned around & looked like she just seen a ghost.  She stood there motionless. For some reason I felt a way seeing her, being in her presence.

"Hey Shay girl, what you doing here?" Asia yelled. I ignored her & got out of the wheelchair. I could see the lady's eyes watering. I studdered a little, "Ma?" "Shay I told you stop wit-" I cut Devin off.  Everybody looked confused. The lady just stood there. "Aiyanna wasn't lying was she Ma? Don't ignore me! Is this my sister!?" The lady inhaled deeply. "Yes Ezra."

All my emotions came out at once. "Why me!?" I yelled. "Why was I the one given away Huh? You loved Ezra & Aiyanna more?  I was forced to live my life not knowing who I was because of you. Then you have another daughter so please let me know, Why me? " She ran off to the elevator.  I stood there sobbing & Devin brought me into a warm embrace. "I wanna go home." I cried as he held me. "Come on baby."