It Be Like That Sometimes

Chapter 5

     I just sat in my room the remaining of the day. I listened to Pandora and "Did You Wrong" by Pleasure P came on.

As the lyrics went through my mind, tears fell.

I did you wrong,you did me wrong.

I take you back, you take me back.

I did you wrong girl, you did my wrong girl.

I'll take you back, I'll take you back.

No matter what you do, no matter what you say.

No matter how far you go, don't take your love away.

Because I love you,

And girl I want you,

And girl I need you.

So let's just work it out.

     I knew this was how I felt about Rob but we both knew that what we did was heartbreaking for the other. I guess I can talk about it now.

     Back during my freshman year me & Rob was the best couple at Westbrooke. I had a crush on Rob for a long time and when we finally got together I felt like I was already in love.

     Rob taught me a lot of stuff. But during our sophomore year, Christmas break I cheated on him and surprisingly he cheated on me during the same time. We finally told each other and decided it would be best if we were just friends.

     Everybody knows that, the just friends crap doesn't work. It's hard not seeing each other because we have the same friends. I sat there and cried myself to sleep.

Next Day: Friday

     "I gotta stay clean, cleannnnnnn" Jacquees & Issa song blasted from my phone. My alarm was so loud I was startled. I got up and took another shower, washed my face, and brushed my teeth. I walked out of my bathroom and went to my closet.

     I decided to wear my off the shoulder half shirt. It says "I miss you but do you miss me </3" That's how I felt today. Then I threw on my jeans that showed my petite body shape. I threw on my grey chucks and put in my big pearl earrings and put on my long heart necklace.

     I went downstairs and fixed a bowl of cereal, Frosted Flakes, my favorite. I knocked on my moms door and to tell her I'm gone. She must have worked late last night. She's barely home, she's a lawyer and she works pretty hard because she has to support me my little sister and my brother every since my little sister's dad left.

     He use to support and take care of us untill he started beating my moms. Everyday me and my brother would come home, she would have a busted lip or swollen eye. We would ask her what happened and she would tell us not to worry. My little sister was only 3 so she couldn't understand. Until one night he was beating my mom really bad and I ran to tell Ezra and me and him called 911 and ran in the kitchen and grabbed a knife. I stabbed him right in the ass and my brother stabbed him in his hand. My mother was sobbing, saying she's sorry but we didn't get why she was telling us sorry.

     But I'm glad she's ok now. My little sister came down stairs dressed expecting me to take her to school. "Yanna please she begged." I signed and went ahead and said yes. She sat down and fixed her a bowl of cereal. I sat on the couch watching the episode of Pretty Little Liars I missed. It went off and as soon as I was about to watch Bad Girls Club Ezra came and snatched the remote. This nigga gone get his ass beat.

     "OMFG Ezra you play too much." I just let it slide and told Neciy to come on so we could go. I didn't have to stop by and get Asia today because she wasn't going to school. We hopped in the car and headed to school. I flipped on the radio. It was playing Bow Wow's old song "Outta My System"

     I hurried up and changed the radio because I knew the lyrics to the song would make me think about what I was thinking bout last night. Neicy shot me a look and said "What the hell got into you?" I laughed and told her, "Girl nothing I just wanted to see what else was on the radio station. When I turned it was playing Don't Stop Pop That by French Montana and me & Neciy got ratchet with it. Then my song came on. Frank Ocean , Thinking Bout You. Omfg I love this song.

A tornado flew around, my room before you came.

Excuse the mess it made, it usually doesn't rain in...

Southern California much like Arizona

My eyes don't shed tears but boy they bawl when I'm thinking bout you, oh no no no

     I sat there and sung my heart out because I loved this song. Neciy joined me and we harmonized sounding beautiful. After the song went off we high-fived. I pulled up to the school and we hopped out. We seperated into our groups of friends. Neciy's friends were crazy, espically the boys she hung around. They always called me fine and asked could they get a ride.

     I walked up to Kam, who I call Kambeezy and chilled with her. She asked, "Where Asia pebble head ass at?" I laughed and told her. I met Kam my freshman year and became super close with her my sophomore year. She was about 5'5 and a Westbrooke Majorette like me, Asia, and my other best friend KeKe. She was super funny and obssessed with Justin Bieber but in her words dedicated. I loved my Kambeezy.

     KeKe finally made it to school. She didn't come to school and I wanted to know why. I could see her swollen face under her hood.

KeKe POV

     I know Yanna is gonna wanna know what happen. I just can't talk about it.

Flashback

     "Lay down you stupid BITCH!" the masked man yelled as he pulled at my boy shorts and punched me again. My lip dripped with blood. He ripped off my underwear and smacked me a couple more times. "Why are you doing this?" I yelled through sobs and tears. He just jammed his finger into me. I hated that my innocence would be broken this way.

     After he pushed his finger in and out of me several times he stopped. I thought it was over but I was much mistaken. He must of took a minute to put on protection. He forcefully slid his way inside of me over and over and over ......

Flashback over

     Tears fell as I walked up to Kam and Aiyanna. I was so embarrassed to even tell them.

Aiyanna's POV

     "OMFG KeKe!" I said getting teary eyed. "What fucking happened to you!" I was glad that first bell didn't ring yet. I refused to let my best friend enter school like this. My heart ached seeing my once before beautiful friend, beating so bad. I hadn't notice that tears had fallen as I looked at her. "KeKe what happened? Who did this to you?" She just looked at me with her teary grey eyes."I'm a slut. I let a complete stanger take my innocence away. But he just wouldn't stop. He had on a mask and it was dark. I tried yelling but he hit me more and mo-" she choked off her tears.

     Tears just fell down my face. I couldn't do anything but hold her. KeKe was holding on to her innocence until she was married. And some guy came and just snatched it away. So much is going on in my surroundings. Kan is pregnant, KeKe was raped, I'm still in love with my ex, like wtf else is gonna happen.

     "Did you tell the police?" Kam spoke up, breaking the silence. KeKe laughed,"Wtf were they gonna do? Huh? He wore a fucking condom how were they gonna trace him? Huh? Answer me that." I could here the hurt in KeKe's voice and it just continued too stab at my heart.

     I just sat there and said a prayer:

Lord, what did I do or my friends do to deserve this.

I don't do good things to receive blessings, I do them because they are right.

Lord give me the strength and my family and friends the strength to have better days Lord.

Guide us to the right path, please.

In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

     Everybody needed to speak to God. We can't get through everything on our own. Lord just give me the strength.