Fucked - A Negovanman Story

'My Laura'

Natasha got a call from the Carmilla creators saying that the got the part.

An insane happiness invaded her but along with it she still had a huge anxiety, like the news were incomplete.

"What about Laura? Did Elise get the part?" Natasha rushed into the question before she could even celebrate her victory.

"Yes, Elise Bauman got the part of Laura. We are very happy to have you both on our team, congratulations."

Natasha's heart pounded loud on her ears, a huge grin invading her face, a rush of indescribable happiness exploding inside her like fireworks.

She was very nervous when the first day of meeting the complete cast finally came, the day when they would get their scripts for the first few episodes.

Natasha got to the place almost late, and got to meet everyone. She was amazed by how nice they all seemed.

But one figure (again) was the center of all Natasha's attention (and frustrations).

Elise was happily chatting with a red-haired woman.

Natasha's heart did a little flip when Elise's eyes finally caught hers across the room, noticing her presence.

Elise instantly flashed her a grin. Natasha tried to respond just as warm, but she probably ended up looking like a freak.

Natasha approached them and greeted the red-head first, introducing herself, and finding out the girls character. She seemed like a very fun, kind-hearted person.

Natasha could feel Elise's eyes on her while she chatted with the woman, and finally turned to face Elise.

"So, we did get it huh?" Natasha said in an awkward way, her stomach was weirdly airy as she felt like an awkward shy teen.

That was a weird thought for her, she didn't even know the girl. But that's kinda the point. A new, weird undefined feeling when you don't know the person you just met, when you're too shy to be yourself. So you end up being a weird awkward limited version of you. And your flipping heart and doesn't go well with the mix.

"I knew you would. You did amazing, your acting is unbelievable! I was surprised I got it too." The beautiful woman responded. Her compliment made Natasha's heart flip a little higher, and she tried to cover the blush that painted her cheeks.

"Thanks. But I knew you would get it too. You're the perfect Laura." The brunette said looking into Elise's eyes. She couldn't help it. The blonde had a surreal energy, a good heart that anyone with eyes could see, and could never stop staring.

Natasha knew she was going to like her very much. The girl was a sweetie. And warm. Her presence warmed Natasha from head to toe and she was certain she would feel cold when the meeting ended.

'She's my Laura'. The thought invaded Natasha's head and heart making her glow a little inside.