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Chapter 25 -What. Am. I. Gunna. Do. ?.-

We were back at the hotel.

I was putting my laptop back into my bag.

Connor came and sat on the bed, next to me.

"so, your really gunna go to washington?' he asked.

"Connor, this is a big opportunity, i want to get somewhere with my singing and it'll only be for a month or so!"

"true, but i needed help. i was gunna ask Charley out...and i couldn't do it without you." he told me and kissed me on the forehead.

Oh great. just great!

Now i have to be with shawn and Connor.

How will i choose?!?! this is gunna be a big weekend.

Trevor walked up to us both.

"Jack just called me, i gotta be back in l.a. by tomorrow.." he said.

"we'll be back by tomorow, dont worry!" Connor told him.

He held his phone to his ear and walked away.

"i need you, stay with me." he said.

"Connor before i say yes to anything, where you depressed about Charley?''

"Yes and you..i knew Shawn wanted you to go with him for a while, he contacted me and asked. I told him that youd think about it..." he said.

So..Connor knew i might be leaving..for days....this is very..very...HARD

"You have all the time to choose who to go with, i love you audrey" he got up.

"Connor." i paused him in his tracks.

He turned back to look at me "I love you too..." i saw tears fill his eyes.

he ran into the bathroom.

"CONNOR!!!!!!!!" he locked the door.

"CONNOR OPEN UP!!!!!!please..." i asked crying.

i looked through the crack under the door.

he was there on the floor.

"CONNOR...CONNOR" i slid back on the door.

Jc and Sam banged on the door.

It finally broke down i ran in.

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!" Connor shouted.

I cried into his stomach.

"Please, stay with me. i love you. so very much please!?!?!" i pleaded.

"audrey, im sorry. im such an idiot..i dont deserve you.." he said i saw his face, balling his eyes out.

"YES YOU DO, EVERY SINCE I MET YOU GUYS-my life..its changed, ive had the time of my life. i dont love you because your you..your you Connor."

i was so upset.

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i know what your thinking: wow, intense or your crying your eyes out like am rn.

so i re-read that and...i cried.

Im gunna write a new chapter now.

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