Katie's POV*
Tonight is Romans favorite night of every month.... Karaoke night. I am the one troubled with having to buy snacks and drinks and I also set up the order that we go in. I have decided to go in this order with the songs they chose.
Patton shinny moanaRoman- perfect ed sheren
(Y/n)-congratulations sleeping with sirens
Virgil- mamma
Me- finding and floral Pierce the Veil
Thomas-
Be our guest Beauty and the beast
I bought a bunch of snacks and drinks there are chips cookies small sandwiches and apple slices, drinks consist of apple juice Virgil's drink, which I don't even know anymore, monster mountain dew coke cola and that's about it.*this Skip*
Roman just finished singing and Thomas had to leave... I am the last one. The world can go fuck its self.
(Y/n) gets on stage and starts to singWelcome to a brand new generation
You don't know
So let me help you understand
You see, you try to build yourself a reputation
So you can prove to everyone(she looks at Roman) that you're the man, yeah.
So why is it us that make you feel so helpless? Whoa.
You better get it out while you still can (she says that while looking at Virgil) (while you still can).
(She stares at me directly for the next part)
'Cause when those lights go on around you
And nobody gives a damn
You're gonna wish that you had taken our advice
That's right
(She breaks her stare and looks above us all)
I've been down and out
Now I can't keep my face off a cover
That ain't what it's about
You still have so much left to learn(again she looks at me but only for the last line..... I guess this song was chosen for a reason)(hey, hey, hey)
Congratulations
(congratulations)
They say you're the man
(they say you're the man)(looking at Patton she said the last part)
Congratulations
(congratulations)
You see I do what you can't
(see I do what you can't, whoa)(looking a Logan)
And until they go and take my name off of the shelves (guess what)
Congratulations, we're gonna give you hell(Get 'em loag')
They try to do it like me
But they do it all wrong
I'll pass the torch when someone better comes along (yeah right)
Congratulations to every label that ever turned me down
Me and my top 20 record aren't too worried about it now
I hope this lesson taught is a lesson learned
Now go and bury your head while me and lo rule the world!(she looks at lo)Congratulations (congratulations)
They say you're the man (yes I am)
Congratulations
(congratulations)
You see I do what you can't
(see I do what you can't, whoa)
And until they go and take my name off of the shelves, ha!
Congratulations (congratulations).(Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey,
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)Let's give 'em hell(looking at Virgil)
Could you please give us the spotlight
'Cause I have something to say
You may not like the subject
But I'll say this anyway
We're so sick of all this so-called
Shitty music that you play
So could you please do us a favor
Stay the fuck out of our wayCongratulations (congratulations)
They say you're the man
(they say you're the man)
Congratulations (congratulations)
You see I do what you can't
(see I do what you can't, whoa)
And until they go and take my name off of the shelves
Whoa, please, 'cause I need to make more room for myself
Whoa! Was that good?
Congratulations (Whoa!)She did great but I can't help but feel threatened by her. She has been nice to me and all and I am happy for he and her fiance, but she just has always been a small tad hostile towards me. I guess it's because since I moved in I'm now the mother figure, I for some unfortunate reason am the one who has to protect everyone from there insecure feelings and take care of them when they feel sick. I can't be a mother so this is the closest I will ever get.... I wouldn't even want to be a mom..... I would want to be a dad, the only person who knows I don't want to be a female is Virgil.
Virgil finishes his song that I didn't even hear him sing especially when (y/n) sat right next to me and we'll gave a cold shoulder and started talking to Logan.I walk to my spot.....
The same effect I always get when I get in front of a crowd. I am the only one in the world, I retreat into my mind and see only that. There in a forest and something is pulling me farther in. I am in an open patch of grass its dark there is only enough light to see its a perfect circle forest all around me.....The music starts... It overwhelming takes over in less than a second and I let my voice out I sing for the world...
OoOooOHhHhu oOoHhO
Rage in us
Your thirst I'm taking
Pull the plug and I'll keep on shaken and thrustin' about your apartment
drown on blankets floral and fading
Painful lust two aching guts they tear threw each other in the mirror
This happy vacation there's no motivation
So hold me up (I grabb the microphone and sing into it off the stand letting the music being the only thing I hear again)You say you want to chase the moon like fire
well together we can fake our own deaths here
Just wanna be alone and each as you all just disappear
OoOoOHhhaoOo
(I look at the ceiling not seeing a roof but seeing what's iny head the night sky I the moon looks like its surrounded by a ring of fire)
D-d-darker now
Kicked out and sleeping in your car
You role the window Down enough to dream and make believe our lights knocked out turned upside down(I look at (y/n) since my mind let her in she disappears and I look somewhere else)
I'm just a stupid motherfucker cant figure it outI want devil horns
I wanna breath in you rush
I wanna leap when you want me to fly
But darlin' I don't mean to beg
But these thorns are tearing up my skin(a thorn bush grows around me and I hear a scream again and see blood dripping from my body)
(As you can probably tell she has a very vivid and overwhelming imagination)
And now, you want to chase the moon like fire
well together we can fake our own deaths here
Just wanna be alone and watch as you all just disappear ( the bush dissapears as I see all the photos of my old family burning and falling from the sky)OoOoHhHoOoo
Close your eyes picture you and I selling daylight for gasoline
(Patton appears in my mind congregation of an opening in the woods he's sitting on the grass playing with a puppy in the only patch of sun)So now we're gonna chase the moon like fire
Yeah together we can fake our own deaths here
Just wanna be alone and each as you all just disappear WhoOOooOOooOoa
Just wanna be alone and each as you all just disappear
Why can't we be alone and watch? ( everything caught fire and disappeared).Patton I clapping, Virgil is wide eyed staring at me Logan is holding (y/n), (y/n) is looking at me, Roman is giving me a thumbs up. I walk to go sit down at my seat next to (y/n) but Patton makes me sit with him. We put on a move and spoiler alert it's Disney. Patton ends up falling asleep on me and I can't help but to feel happier. I pick him up bridal stile and take him to his room. I set him down on his bed and turn to leave. I feel a heavy weight on my arm and fingers wrapping around it. "Stay please? I don't want to have another nightmare."
(Y/n) POV*
I walk up stairs to talk to katie for a bit. I walk near Pattons door. "Stay please? I don't want to have another nightmare." I freeze in my place. I un freeze and walk past to the restroom and sit on the toilet for a second I flush it and walk back downstairs. I can't even.... She has,,, she has become an official part of the family. I haven't told her the thing that's been bugging me since the proposal. I feel like another girl will understand. That girl has been calling Logan more and more.
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