The 'destroyer' of worlds

Tired of trying

((Ink POV))

((just a warning for anyone who hates suicide or self harm you can skip this chapter if you want and or need to))

After I talked to Error we went back to bed. I couldn't sleep and I didn't want to either. I layed there for a while before getting up and going for a walk. 

I walked around for a while before coming across a cliff. I stared over the edge. I have made so many mistakes why do I deserve to live? I questioned. leaning over the hedge a little more I feel the warmth of my tears on my cold cheeks as I step forward 

One step...

Two steps...

staring over the edge as I let myself fall. further and further down into the darkness I would soon call my grave. I cried harder my mind saying the same things over and over. this is what you get for being a bad person, for being a failure.I cried at the words going in my head I believed them. As I was falling I took one last look at my arms. my cut, my bleeding shredded arms. They stung I clenched my hands and wrapped them around myself. Ready for the impact. I shut my eyes tight...And....

I was caught.....

I was ready for impact ,but I never came. I was shaking. half from trauma and the other half was because I looked to see who caught me. "O-Outer why are you walking at the bottom of the cliffs so late?!?!" I asked "I don't know? why are you jumping off them so late." He asked me. "I guess I was bored?" I shrugged. "well jumping off a 70 foot cliff isn't a way to cure that." I he looked at my arms. "What have you been doing!?!? where's Error does he know you're here and I don't think you hit anything on your fall and the cuts look to clean...." Then it hit him like a pile of bricks. "Ink did you do this to yourself?" He asked. "ummmmmmm no?" I said. "Outer took one last look then ran. "Outer where are we going." I asked "Back to Error he can help me fix this." He said carrying me back to where we were staying.

We got back Error was running and teleporting around frantically. "INK!!!! JESUS WHERE ARE YOU!!!" He yelled. He looked over and saw me being carried by Outer over to him. "Error there you are!" Outer said as he stopped out of breath. I felt so small looking up at both of them. "INK! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!?!?" Error said. "I caught him.." Outer said "caught him doing what?" Error said "No no I seriously caught him from falling off a cliff." Outer said. "what?" Error asked looking confused. "I know I was going for a night walk when I just saw ink falling from the sky. so I ran over and caught him before he touched the ground and..." Outer looked at me and lifted my arm for Error to see. DAMMIT! I said in my head. Error had a dead emotion on his face. "bring him over here." He said quietly. walking over to a blanket on the ground. Outer set me on the blanket. "I'll see you guys in the morning." He said "ok.." Error replied waving goodbye. Once Outer left Error looked at me. "be honest ok?" he asked. "ok." I said "was the fall suicide?" I looked away. "...yes..." I said starting to cry again. "and the cuts?" He asked "intentional?" he said. I nodded "you shouldn't hurt yourself, it just makes things worse. "B-But I deserve it." I said. "no you don't! and...neither did I." He said I looked over at him as he rolled his sleeves up to show a million or so scars covering his arms. "I watched him as he healed my arms. "I'm sorry I had no idea." I said placing my hand on his arm. "why are you apologizing there's nothing to be sorry for."