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Special Chapter 01

During the year that Taehyung was gone...

Inna's POV

Taehyung had been gone for about 4 months. I haven't seen him since and honestly my life is completely...over. Every time I go outside I can't help but think that he and I used to hang around this area.

He's like a distant memory now.

It felt like he passed away and that I'd never be seeing him again.

Well, I might never see him again.

Taking pictures now hurt me. Every time I stared at a camera or even tried to snap a picture of a tree, I just couldn't. Every single photo reminded me of him.

I needed him...

I was chilling in the living room with Sehun watching a movie. My brother Chanyeol had gone out with some of his friends to the club meanwhile my other brother was out in the dance room again. He's always there.

Sehun was trying to get me back into taking pictures. He noticed that I had stopped and wanted to know why but I just couldn't tell him. I couldn't tell him that I was thinking about Taehyung when he and I were going out. Although, I'm pretty sure he knows that Taehyung has something to do with it.

As the movie came to an end, Sehun grabbed the control from the TV and turned it off. He leaned towards me and started kissing my lips. I kissed him back, not wasting any time to wrap my arms around his neck. He pushed his tongue towards my lips and I opened up.

As his tongue was evading my mouth I couldn't help but think about Taehyung. Would we be doing this if he was here?

Then again...the thing with Hana...

I'm pretty sure I would've been avoiding him. Acting as if he doesn't exist.

Sehun pushed his body against mine. I knew he was trying to get us to the next level. I parted away from him and kissed him on the cheek.

"This is it for now." I gave him a fake smile. "We're taking it slow remember?" Sehun only nodded.

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Sehun and I had only lasted together for a month. I mean, he had other plans and I just didn't want to be apart

He ended up leaving the city and moving somewhere else for...school? Or was it work? I don't quite remember.

It was another day and I was once again thinking about Taehyung. Chanyeol had noticed my sudden change in mood. He thought it was because Sehun had moved cities.

I told him the truth.

"It's not because of Sehun," I answered.

Chanyeol tilted his head to the side, "Then?"

"It's because of Taehyung."

He only scowled before shaking his head, "What to do with you?" he asked but I knew that the question didn't need an answer. I just stared at him as he fiddled with the keys in his hand. "Anyways, I'm leaving right now. Baek is gonna come pick me up. We're gonna go to the movies. Wanna come?" he offered.

I shook my head. "I don't wanna third wheel."

Chanyeol only chuckled, "We're not even dating."

"Soon."

Chanyeol shook his head at me before making his way towards the door. "Suit yourself."

It had only been 30 minutes when I heard a knock at my door. I thought it was Jimin but when I opened it I regretted it.

Hana was standing there with her hands on her hips. I literally froze.

"What're you-"

"Let's talk."

"I haven't had any connections with Taehyung." I quickly told her but she waved her hand at me.

"I'm not here to talk about Taehyung. Kinda..." she made her way into my house and sat on the black couch. "Nice place."

"Umm...thanks?" I said although it was more of a question. I didn't know why she was here. She caught me off guard.

"So what are you doing here?" I asked as I sat right next to her on the couch. I made sure to scoot myself a little away from her.

"I want to apologize," she spoke.

"Huh?"

"You heard me. I want to apologize. For everything." she turned to look at me with glassy eyes, "I'm sorry for every ounce of pain I made you go through. I'm sorry for taking Taehyung away from you when we were in high school. I'm sorry for taking Jungkook away from you. I'm sorry for being the worst best friend ever." she bit back a sob although a tear was already running down her face, "I just...Inna...we were really good friends. The bestest of friends. You were my little sprout who I took too much care of. When we started high school you just sprouted unexpectedly and I didn't know what to do. You were starting to get noticed by so many guys and..." she couldn't hold it in anymore. She started crying right then and there. "A little guys get in the way of our friendship and I'm so sorry."

I could see the way her body shook. I don't know why, but I just pulled her into a hug.

I knew she was being honest with me. Back in high school, Hana had told me that a woman should never cry. She said that it was an obvious sign of weakness and that nobody should cry.

I don't know why but seeing her crying made her want to cry.

"I really am so sorry." the way her voice shook broke me. I ended up crying with her.

"If you felt this way why didn't you tell me?" I asked as I lifted her head up to face me. I wiped some tears away from her cheeks.

"Because I thought you'd get mad and since you were hanging around the popular kids I thought you'd tell them what I had told you and-"

I gave her a tight hug. "You think I'd do something like that? C'mon Inna. I am the most blunt person ever. You should know that I would never do something like that."

She sobbed quietly.

By the end of the day, the two of us were on talking terms again. She was telling me about her relationship with Jungkook and honestly, I was very happy for them.

She was already walking out the door when she turned back to look at me. She grabbed onto both of my hands.

"You think...the two of us could go back to being best friends?" she asked with a hopeful glint in her eyes.

I sighed. "We'll take it slow Hana. You broke my trust and it's gonna take a while for me to trust you again." she looked down ashamed. I gave her hand a squeeze, "Don't worry though. I'm grateful you apologized."

She gave me one last small smile before she left.

And just like that, I went back to thinking about Taehyung again.

But I'm glad because by the end of the year I had my best friend again.

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2 more special chapters and then boom! 🖤