Author's Note:
I should warn you all that it's pretty wicked... and not in the "holy-Shou-awesome" sense. It was actually quite difficult for me to write but it's finally done so I can keep going with this fanfic. I've also done some more thinking and because I know how this fanfic is going to end already, it may be finished sooner than I'd thought. I'm not completely sure yet though.
It all happened so quickly.
Reita had torn my clothes off, practically shredding the fabric. My weak body had received an extra shot of adrenaline and I fought back as best I could but I'd already lost. He was in the perfect position to have his way with me and I was helpless. Even if I screamed, no one would hear me. By the time anyone would, it'd be too late. He seemed absolutely delighted by those facts. His sneer remained permanently etched into his face as I struggled beneath him.
"Give it up Uruha," he breathed mockingly, "I'm going to take you back no matter what the cost, so you'd better save your energy for later."
I felt like vomiting. I knew the bile wouldn't stay down too long and as Reita began to violently suck on my neck, my repulsion only increased. He pinned down my arms, rendering them useless against his strength. His right hand caressed the side of my head. Every little touch made me shudder. His pleasure was amplified by my disgusted reactions. I had no way of pushing him away. I was trapped.
The pain I felt from his beatings and thrustings was indescribable. I'd given up trying not to scream. I called him a whole slur of furious insults. My tears over-flowed in my eyes, spilling out and hitting the rough carpet. I couldn't believe it was really happening. But life is never like it is in the movies. No one comes in to save the helpless when they really need it. I screamed and cursed until all I could do was sob. Every weak cry heightened Reita's enjoyment. I was disturbed by the very thought that we'd ever been close friends and my revulsion was worsened by the fact that I had once thought I'd loved him.
Reita didn't stop raping me until I my body was completely numb. I was bleeding terribly all over and the tears would not stop no matter how hard I tried. The blonde laid down right on top of me, his chest muscles pressing down on my aching back, as he whispered into my ear, "You still think you're his?"
I dug my nails into the carpet, feeling just a little flicker of fury still living within me. "I hate you…"
"That's not what I want to hear Uruha."
"Fuck what you want to hear."
He shook his head, his hair gently tickling my shoulders. "Well then, let's continue shall we?"
And it continued. I'd lost track of time. The agony, both emotionally and physically, was unbearable. My heart was retreating to a shadowed place. A place where it felt it would be safe from all the torture I was experiencing. Even as Reita pushed his member into me over and over again, I knew my heart was already lost. There was nothing left for me to feel. He'd taken everything from me. I had nothing anymore.
"Who is he Uruha?" His enraged voice was like someone beating a drum beside my ear. "Look at me when I'm talking to you!"
He turned my head and pulled, my throat seared like a wildfire. I looked into his villainous eyes and felt like I was dying. I'd never experienced any life-threatening situations before, but I thought this had to be what it felt like. He tugged at my hair, pulling so hard I was sure my neck would snap at any given moment. I gasped for air, not breaking my gaze with him for fear he really would break my neck. He let go and my head collided with the floor. It was not a pleasant feeling.
After what seemed to be hours, Reita finally climbed off me. He dressed himself and then entered the bedroom. I lay on the floor, completely hollow. My body shook ever-so-slightly as I lay there, blinking away the last of my tears. Suddenly I felt something soft cover me. Reita had draped one of the blankets over me. I dragged it closer, wrapping it around me like a butterfly's chrysalis. He grabbed his keys off the counter and then left me, locking the dorm door behind him.
