My Honest Testimony

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Honestly, when writing this book I had to change words multiple times, not because of typo or grammatical errors but words change without me typing them or phrases changes to discredit God. I am a person that love to reread what I wrote so I had to make some changes to make sure God gets all the glory.

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I grew up in the church. My mom goes to church, my dad goes to another church while my grandmother goes to another so my life revolves around a church. For as a youth in the church, I never know God. I never had a relationship with Him nor I was saved. I tried multiple times but due to peer pressure, both in church and school. 

Fast forward, I began to have that urge for God but I never had anyone for guidance. Everyone wants you to be saved in Jesus Christ but still, I needed guidance. That guidance came from God. I didn't seek God but He seeks me. 

First, He drew me away from the previous church I was going to. Secondly, a change of atmosphere but it was shortlived. My father came to my mother's home telling us about all kind of things about the church I changed too. I could see the conflict between myself and my life. I began going to the church my mom attends but gradually I return to previous church God drew me away from.

God was with me. He protects me from many attacks from the devil and his influence, now that I am aware of. Firstly, from many so-called Christian youths and the church that was pushing false doctrine that I wasn't aware of. Satan uses people in my life to control what I am in the Lord. He doesn't stop with people but with demonic influence and if possible himself. He had used fellow bible believing Christians. God gave me something. I know He did...

I decided to make a change in my life, I wasn't the best at it, I am still not there as yet but God is faithful. I began to get strange experiences, remember I wasn't trained nor of danger in my life. I wasn't fully aware of the spiritual world. I wasn't told about the things I know about now. The fact is, I was heavily bombarded with spiritual drought, with suppressing spirits and character changing spirit. God built me strong even though I was extremely weak. Satan had a plan for my life, it was mapped out before I knew myself. I bore a God-given name but it was changed at birth. I got a vision from God once, and I told my elder and he said it was all in my head so I was heartbroken cause I knew where it was from.

God drew me away again, for my safety, as for protection and for spiritual growth. I decided to change, it was hard because the church I was previously going had all my friends there. I had to leave them behind. I got baptized at a crusade on March 21st, 2015. That's when everything began to unfold. But at the same time, this church had the same problem my previous church had so I caught up with the same kind of people. God drew me away from them, and install its ok to be alone its good. I am still there up today but I am not involved as I thought to be a Christian. Immediately after baptism, I was so involved but God put a stop to that. He showed, learning of Him so more important. If I would continue, to build myself in the church system I would be a danger to myself and others. Not all are made out to be in the system.

God continues to teach and reveal things to me to share with others. I am not crazy! I thought myself to be but many Christians don't know what I know so I am here to share the gospel of Jesus Christ and his eternal love for us. 

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