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「9」Regret

(Namjoon's P.O.V.)

Instant regret hit me as I saw Y/N sprint off the campus with tears streaming down her red cheeks. She trusted me. She trusted me to keep her dark past a secret. To not bring it up again. I've gone way too far. I know how much it hurts her everyday, how lonely she always feels. The way she sprinted away faster than a car even though it was obvious how weak her knees were. It made my heart drop lower than the concrete I was standing on. The concrete that her salty tears fell on.

What have I done?

No...

What has Y/N done?

She slapped my girlfriend.

This wasn't my fault. She accused Dahyun of cheating on me. Y/N was so jealous she slapped her. How could she do that? She broke my trust. I trusted her to respect my relationship. Why is she so jealous? She has Taehyung, after all. How could she accuse my girlfriend of cheating on me? Dahyun would never cheat on me.

Right?

My face is so heated it almost hurts. It feels like someone shot a bullet through my heart. I feel like I'm going to vomit. God, I couldn't be more pissed at this girl.

So, why did I have to stop my legs from chasing after her?

Am I supposed to make a choice now? And if so, who will I choose?

Dahyun or Y/N.

The choice used to be so easy. Why is it so hard? I like Dahyun a lot. The memories we've made and the way she's made me feel.

I should choose Dahyun.

Dahyun is my priority.

I can't care about Y/N anymore. She hurt my number one priority. She slapped her in the face. Dahyun would never do something like that.

Never.

I cup Dahyun's round face with my hands and rub her reddening cheek.

"I'm so sorry this happened to you." I soothed, looking into her dark eyes.

"You don't believe her, right?" She said with a clear and serious tone.

"Or course not." I smiled at her. "I trust you, Dahyun. You would never hurt me like that."

"Good." She says with a slight giddiness in her voice. "Let's go to class then." She pushes away my hands from her face and marches into the building.

I stand there for a moment, staring at how Dahyun's black ponytail bounces as she skips along to class. And I doubt myself.

Only for a moment.

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(Y/N's P.O.V.)

He chose Dahyun over me. He doesn't care about me anymore. He dropped me like I was trash. I was just trying to be a good friend and protect Namjoon. If only he knew what was really going on, he would have understood why I couldn't control myself.

What was I thinking?

He trusts Dahyun. Not me.

That's clear now.

You know he'll regret it sooner or later. That he'll find out the truth the hard way. But you still sit there on the cold wooden flooring of your house. And you continue to cry. You didn't know your true reason for crying until it can't be stopped. It was a mix of Namjoon's ending words, his distrust in you.

And the fact that he chose Dahyun over you.

You, who had known and supported him for 9 years. You, who had seen him at his highest and lowest points of his life, and stuck with him no matter what.

He'll regret it.

All of it.
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