Alone (Michaeng)

Chapter 13: Other Side

Tzuyu's POV

When I was slapped by her. My mind mind became unconcious and started feeling angry again for a slight second. Without any thought I just bursted out and started kicking the table. I left because if ever, I could punch Jeongyeon's face which could break her jaws. I allowed myself to calm down a little bit outside and let my anger out. I punched the wall many times until my fist started to bleed. The bystanders just looked at me in fear as they were walking.

I cried myself out in the open, yet distant to the cafe so nobody won't notice me. But little did I know, Sana was already behind me. She pushed me against the wall as she was holding my wrist. I could have gotten out easily but I insisted not to.

"Look Tzuyu..." She whispered, enough for me to hear her. Her eyes was sparkling when I took a glance of it and then looked away and towards another direction.

"What?" I asked her not knowing what she's talking about at all. She didn't respond to my question after a few seconds but she did make a movement.

I was waiting for her to answer but then she pushed me again, this time using her body and touched my lips with hers. We were practically kissing now. Good thing there's not much people who were watching us because it would make me feel so weird.

She released her hands from gripping my wrists but then she hold it making them intertwine. She allowed her tongue to make way inside my mouth and she did it more passionate this time. My body couldn't move because I was getting into it. Her lips was so soft and not to talk about her mouth... She taste so sweet that I feel like I'm just eating chocolates. She tilted her head so she can kiss me harder and she started sucking it. She then lifted my shirt with the of one of her arm which made me twitch. I got concious enough and remembered what we were doing. I wiped my mouth, pushed her back and looked at her in a disgusting face.

"What was that for?" My voice was a little hoarse which sounded like I'm so mad at what she did.

"I love you. But you were dense enough not to notice my feelings. There's a lot thing that I did that can make you realize it but you didn't. Instead you just live in your pasts and repeat them again and again. Why do you love her? Why does she gets your heart? Even if she broke it all you do is to love her." She paused for a few seconds and started screaming through her throat again. "You know I got jealous earlier but I acted like I'm not since you were still so angry at Mina. Yes I get it, but it's been years since that happened yet you can't seem to get over her." She ran away from where we're standing and I couldn't catch up with her. Or so my feet didn't move an inch at all.

My heart started to ache from what she said because all of it were true. Except for the fact that she loves me. 'Since when?' I thought to myself. I know that she's a person who also likes girl but I couldn't imagine it when that girl is me. My heart became complicated as I don't kow what I'm feeling right now. There's a lot of thoughts that are telling me to head over to Jihyo. And some that are telling me to try and love Sana and get over Jihyo. It's all contradicting.

To be honest I haven't spoke with Jihyo for almost a year now. And yes, those feeling does start to fade. But still, I can't give up that easily can I? because I know she feels the same way towards me. As for Sana, I can't think of a way to reject her, because she's always there when I'm in need. Ugh. 'Why is this so hard?' I said internally. I tried to get the things from my head away but noPe, it just comes back after few minutes.

I headed towards my dorm as I kept thinking. I tried to sort out my thoughts because I know that's for the better.

"Who's the one who always helps you? Sana. Who's the person who's there with you until now? Sana. Who's the one that you find approachable? Sana. Who's the one that you know that loves you until now?" I said those words out from my mind cause I couldn't just keep it all in.