Xavier's POV
I feel so bad, I hurt my best friend, something I thought I would never do. I can't date her, my parents won't let me, they want me to date our neighbor Tina, she made an impression on my parents, they know I want to be with Amanda, I just can't, I rather not tell her, she'll get her hopes up for something that may not happen. I try texting her, calling her, everything and she's not answering. She's really hurt, all because of me..
Amanda's POV
I hold on to my stuffed bear that Xavier won me at a carnival we went together. I keep crying, and crying, it won't stop. I won't eat, I'm not hungry anymore. How could he like someone else though. What does this mean for us, can we still be friends or is that just out of the question. I look at my phone.
Twenty missed calls from Xavier. Fifty unread messages from Xavier.
I put my phone away and I take a shower to help me calm down. When I come back I go back to my dark room, no lights, no happiness. I don't understand why life is so complicated. Why are emotions so confusing? I ask all these questions to myself, and the tears just keep flowing. I am broken hearted, I am broken, I am hurt, I am not okay. I miss him so much, I cry myself to sleep that same night.
Xavier's POV
I need to see her, I want to be with her, I can't leave here. I miss her so much, what does this mean to for us? I broke my own best friend. I am not a good person, I am not a good best friend, I'm supposed to make her happy and protect her but I did the opposite of that..I am a monster..
