My Trip to Wonderland

Chapter 5

The tension killed me, it was enough to just drive me over board. I wanted to kiss him again, why were my feelings not straight. As soon as I entered this world I can't keep a hold of my feeling, they are fed up of being calmed away and wedged a war to be shown. Great timing feelings. I walked past him towards the town of horrors. Really it had such a creepy aura. As I walked past him he grabbed my arm and roughly pulled me back to hit a tree. As my back hit the tree pain shot through me. God why me stuck in this situation. The tingles in my arm where he touched didn't help. I looked up at him at him smirking, well his confused expression was wiped off. He bent over menacingly mocking my earlier actions. His face was inches from mine. He was exploding butterflies on my inside and fears in my gut.

"I'm not the worst here, you think I'm a nightmare just wait when I leave you here all alone. No one escapes me without learning a hard lesson, I am the cat and who ever fall in my hands I claim their soul." His voice was evil and hard, it was scaring me as the hairs stood on my neck. As he finished the sentence he vanished before my eyes but his cackles erupted in my ears. Then silence fell on me. I was all alone, no one was here. I was empty inside and alone in every sense there was. I looked about, I searching for him. No sign, I dusted myself o as I stood up. 

I was weak in the knees and fell back on the tree were yet another pain shot through me, but really the pain was better than the numbness in me. I leaned my head against the tree. I took a deep breath in as to gain strength to move on. The pain was the only feeling I was feeling the emptiness of myself numbed me again, I hated being numbed. As I tried t feel something I desperately tried to remember anything good in my life, but the hole I was in blurred it all out. The worst part is its all real and I couldn't deny my eyes and senses like all the other people did. I had to look about me and take in the bitter wind,  the dark forest and the deathly town.

As the numbness turned away I even felt more feelings rising, I was scared. I was alone, anyone could hurt me, enchant me and mess with my head. All I want to say to that rabbit is.

You pushed me into that hole and try and drive me mad inside

The rabbit, now where can that rabbit have went to. This drove questions in my brain, turning on a trigger. I looked around frantically like I would see the rabbit. It was like my head projected its thoughts, for there right in front of me was the rabbit. The fluffy little bastard. I went to kick him but the little sh*t scared me. As I walked towards him, he growled and snarled, showing a pair of fangs. Wow , wait fangs, a rabbit with fangs. As I was in thought the rabbit took this as an opportunity to attack and I noticed and turned off into a sprint. I couldn't sprint any longer as I edged towards a tree. I backed to the tree and knelled down, I started to cry as I heard the snarls and growls.

I was so scare, a shook with worry and fear. Then something weird happened the sounds stopped, I turned around to see the rabbit whimpering and the tall dark figure in front of it. I didn't need to see his face to know who it was, the cat.  

I took this opportunity to run away, my feet pounded, my blood raced and I had a ache in both heart and lungs. I was exhausted and I really couldn't go on much longer until I saw a strange figure up ahead sitting on the swing. As I stepped closer I realised it was a girl but she was different. She had black angels wings, her head was hung low looking towards the ground. I couldn't see her face for her hair hid it away. She was wearing pretty boots and a dress and looked really sad. 

As I stepped my feet crunched on leaves, she looked up staring at me. Her eyes were so sad, so sad. I knew how she felt the endless sad voids in her eyes she must have seen reflect in mine. She jumps off the swing and cautiously walks towards me like not to scare me. I was not scared of her she was fairly pretty, her blond hair, hazel eyes, plump full red lips, beautifully carved ace and a lovely hour glass figure. As she stepped closer, it was like her eyes brightened at my sight. She smiled a dazzling smile which almost blinded me.

How could someone be so perfect in every way, while others feel like their worthless. It hurts to see someone perfect for I will never be like that I have so many faults one of them was letting go. That was the hardest, most of the time I couldn't let go of anything it was too hard. If someone else didn't step in and help me a grieved a lot. How can anyone be so pretty, was it even normal. A pang of envy ran through me looking at her perfectness and then at my horrible self. Was it normal I hated my self so much and I couldn't find anything at all good about me apart from my eyes. My beautiful eyes which could go silver, green or blue. They were one of the few thing a liked about myself a part from my dyed red hair. Them two were the only good things in myself. Even though everyone thought of me as pretty and curvy and sweet. I thought of myself truly as a monster, fat and ugly. It was sad to feel so insecure. So unloved and so unwanted.

I dropped out of my thoughts of her sweet caring voice. Damn I should stop getting deep into thought. "Hello there sweet Rosy I have seen you met the cat." O god she knows what if she sends me back to him, what i he rapes me and kidnaps me and locks me in his basement. I couldn't handle that, I mean I've never done any sins to deserve this. It was like her senses sensed me not wanting to go as her soothing voice spoke soft and caring. "Don't worry sweetie I won't take you back, you can come to my house and stay for its getting dark out and well, its worse here in the night than it is in day believe it or not. I laughed at her serious but loving tone as I followed her.

I really don't know why I did but she seem so sweet and trusting.

I forgot one thing "Never judge a book by its cover."

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Okay sorry for the really horrible chapter I rushed it :( don't kill me I'm sorry

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