My Trip to Wonderland

Chapter 11

Warning this chapter will have, a lot of sexual intercourse, also it will not be a very well written sex because I am not used to writing something like this I've been trying to write it like stuff I have red in other stories okay.

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Now as the cold wall touched my skin as I was being taken down, just to be chained to the table. The silver cuff's locked around my wrists and ankles, the hard wood touched my pale skin as I took in the boy with the bright red eyes in my mind. As soon as I was cuffed to the table I looked up and my corrections were right were I once hung was a Satan star, well look what I have got myself into. I sometimes prayed my mind was making this up, that my life wasn't like this, that somewhere I was in a mental hospital cackling crazily or even in a coma slowly drifting away. I just wish I was home now with the fire burning crisp, if only I could go back and change.

We all wish that at times, to change what happens to make sure our life's aren't so messed up, to correct our mistakes, to save the embarrassments and most of all the loses. Would we really want to change it, you don't realise it but if you did your life wouldn't be the way it is, them friend's wouldn't be your, you'd be in a different group, you would be a different person, and in all honesty I'd rather be who I am now and die than some popular bimbo and live. And now as the clock ticks towards my death my last thoughts are this......

I love my friend's, I know they can't hear me in my mind but I want them to know I really did and through all fights and tears and deaths, we still pulled through, and to my family even tough we fight and say awful things to each other, in the end I love you, I never meant to be a cheeky person, or lazy and I never meant to upset you, to all my friend's and family I am sorry  couldn't live on and fight, I really am sorry, even tough you can't hear me I love you all. I take a shaky breath in, I am not afraid anymore.

"Well you really are the new celebrity here, even The Cat himself has an eye for you, but why wouldn't he your beautiful." His first statement towards me and as he singed it, towards the last part  his face was hovering over mine. Cherry scented warm breath brushed onto my face and his eyes of blood stared into my own eyes of silver. H e smirked as my breathing stopped, to stressed to breath, it was like  I was attracted but it made me want to vomit at the same time, there was something about him which lured in and something about him that makes me want to gag or throw up on his face. He was very handsome, but you've already learned your lesson there, never judge covers Rosy. 

He backed away and twirled around the table, truly happy, I don't want to know why but I know at the bottom inside myself that he is planning something, something bad. He stopped at my shoes and untied them slowly as his eyes gleamed in lust  again and evil at the  ends of them. He lifted them off and threw down to the corner, then he slowly rolled down my socks and threw them away. He twirled again to my ear and whispered seductively, "Be scared little Rosy, be very scared, for all you know now and the innocence you kept pure will be away in a second and you will be mine, I promise you, you will loose your innocence to me and be pure evil for me." As he stopped stood up and looked at my face to take in my expression. 

Shiver's went down in my spine, some scared, some in delight, I was so confused I wanted to run away but I was the moth to the flame. Trapped. My  face was blank  as my lips were in a straight line and I tried to cover my eyes with my fringe but he gracefully lifted the red hair  out of my face and kissed my fore head, then my nose and he tried to kiss my lips but I curled them in and turned my face away. My chin was roughly pulled back and fire danced in his eyes out of anger. My lips were puckered for he was squeezing my chin to hard and a stinging pain went in my mouth. He left no time for me to recover as he kissed me, he roughly kissed me.