My Trip to Wonderland

Chapter 14

Now I have choice.

A choice that will affect me.

Who will I belong to

I don't want to belong to anyone, only to myself this choice is hard. I hate Blaze but I don't want the Cat to own me, he will never love me.

I wanted my innocense to be tooken from some one I love some one who will stick with me forever. Not because a claim has been made on me and I was raped.

What has this world come to, and if there really are things out there worst than Blaze I don't want to stick around.

Now I had them green eyes searching in my own for answers, I was on a limit of time and pressure. Too much pressure to handle.

The next few words are hard to cough up but I say them.

"Give me time".

I stand up out of the bed but I'm pushed back down roughly.Two arms wrap around my waist and a cold face nuzzles into my neck. I let out a sigh.The Cat has never been this, protective or close. It is sending me mixed signals. One minute he wants to scare me, the next he wants to mate with me. I'm not ready to have sex, I wasn't ready when Blaze took it. I'm not ready to feel that again, that pain. Even if it was for a few seconds the pain was so sore and rough.

Blaze was so rough.

But now I must build a relationship with the Cat, twenty questions it is.

My voice is quiet for I barely use it.

"Cat, can we play twenty questions?" As I speak he reluctantly pulls away from my neck and looks in my eyes curiosly whil his arms are still around me holding me close. I realised then, he doesn't know what I mean, gr he is getitng me agitated. I come out slowly trying to explain to him what it is a emphasie some words."Well its a game where we ask each other questions, we answer HONESTLY and we do NOT HESITATE. It is twenty questions or we can just keep aksing questions." With thathis eyes showed understanding so he lies down on the pillow brinign me down on the other. We ar elooking into each others eyes getting ost in each other, it feels perfect.

But now is my chance to know the truth about Cat.

"What is your real name?" I give him a hard down stare hoping for something but his eyes go smug and  he smirks and says his name as it rolls of his tongue."My name is Cat but in formalit I am always known as The Cat, you Little Rose just didn't figure that out.. My arms control themselves and wrap themselves round his neck as his m=smirks gts brighter and I can now see his eyes working and his head functioning for an answer.

"Little Rose, how did you end up in this world, this tragic world where you don't belong? Where does that big hole you fell out of lead too?" I looked in his eyes, did he really not know, in  all honesty I thought he knew. And now I know I am radiating off him confuse meant but I must answer this question. As I let out a shigh I start explaining to him what happened that day and my world.

"One day my friends were dougn drugs, these are thing that affect your body and not in good way, they get you hugh which is a short period of which you are very happy and have hallucinations. But the affects after words make you feel worse. They were also drinking this liquid of alcohol that affects your liver and smoked ciggarettes which affect your lungs. I was fed up watching them killing them selves off slowly and making it easier to get cancer so I went a walk alone. As I kept walking I noticed the forest was too quiet and it was getting darker as I walked on. It was now like the whole forest's ora had changed, like the nice sun and heat with no breeze was gone and now the air was cold with wind hitting you. The tree looked more dead and taunting than alive and friendly. I was scared and I heard a sound when I was in deeo thought so my body froze on instinct. Waiting. Then a bunny hopped out. I looked at it but it ran away. I ran after it as my preditorial enstincts came in. But once I leapt for it I fell down a rabbit hole as it hopped away. In that rabbit hole I was faced with my greatest fears and worse dreams. Then I couldn't take it I was ready to die. I was actually angry at you for saving my life."

I could see the Cat was listening, but I could swear pain flashed across his face as I kept staring in his eyes when I said I was angry at him and wanted to die. But I continued about my world with my soft voice and he was listening to every word.

"I am from a world above, a world where this place is not real. A world where right now I'd be put in asylum for seeing this place. A world of tragedy and a wrold we were bon on to just die. My world is tragic but not as bad as yours." With that I finished tired but I wanted to know more about the notorious Cat.

"What are you, your not human, but not cat. What are you?" At that his eyes change stricture they look afriad and he blows out breath trying to calm himself down. But I can hear his thumping hear tand know he is afraid but I can tell by his eyes that he will say.

"Rosy I am the demon of Darkness, Dog is the Demon of light, Blaze is the demon of fire. There are demons in this world for evil and good things. I am the Demon of darkness, it was never my choice. I was born from my mum and dad who wre the original demons of dakrs and light and they had me and my sister so there powers passed with in our blood. It was never my choice."

He looks at me and then whispers. "At one point I thought you were a demon Rosy. A demon of blood, it was the power and ora about you. And the bond I felt with you. I thought a demon could only have that bond with another demon."

What bond is he talking about? Gr I can't even ask yet. I wait with little patience for the Cat's next question to me.

But I see that he knows I have caught him in a head light so he ask me something that throws me off.

"Why do you not want to mate with me Little Rose?" I see pain in his eyes and whats is that, it can't be its. Fear. He is afriad of my answer and afraid of what I will say.. The Cat actually has feelings for me.

"It is not that I don't want to mate, I a afraid to, I am not ready its too early from Blaze. And I don't even know you well enough to love you and want to be with you for the rest of my life."

At that the Cat got hurt pain flashed through his eyes but then playfulness. He let go of me and sat up. His arms now holted out and pushed me down by my shoulders. His knees wents on mine so I was trapped his eyes stared into my own. He smirks and starts speaking smugly.

"You know you can get to know me, every part of me. And I know you can fell that pull that bond we share. It drives you mad secretly being away from me and it is killing you right now in places to not mate with me. I know what you want little Rose and I will give it to you no matter what. I just want you to accpet me as a mate over Blaze." With that joy shone in his eyes as my head nodded without my consent but before he could do anything my mouth talked with out me thinking. Give me a day or two to know you and then I shall mate with you." At that he smirks and presses his head to my neck and whispers. "This won't hurt Little Rose."

With that I feel fangs digging nto my skin but I do not feel pain only pleasure. A moans slips out which I am so embarresed of and my body reacts while my mind is in over drive. My body arches to his as best as it can with him still pinning me down. I want more now and I need more, I feel like I need it to live. I need him to live.

He pulls back with his lips red and then kissed where he bit and another moan slips put between my lips. He then looks victorious and kisses me on the fore head and gets up walking out of the room shouting.

"I shall make break fast Little Rose and day 1 starts now."

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It is not edited again sorry I am really trying not to break a promise so spelling mistakes may occur a lot but I finished another chapter hazar :D. Okay well anyway it is nice people are still reading and supporting me. :D ta ta little birds n=good night I shall update hopefully tomorrow again :D hopefully a few chapter and post the last on Halloween :D hopefully im not promising.