Chapter 1

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Julianne's POV

After the lads had left, Kaitlin and I haven't stopped crying yet. The lads means so much to us- they've been our best friend before they even started to make a band- they just means so much to us. Kaitlin and I got back to our flat. We are roomates, by the way- just so you know.

The lads use to go here every friday night and bring foods and movies and have a sleep over. And now we feel the house is empty- no noise, no arguments like really no nothing. It's just us- me and Kaitlin on the sofa staring at nothing. I miss the lads- I miss everything around here.

I miss everything how the lads would shout at 12 in the midnight and neighbors knocking on us telling us to shut up and sleep- those memories will remain and they even promised us that they'll keep in touch with us.

"Kaitlin?" I called and looked at her and she just looked back at me. "I miss the boys already even though they had just left minutes ago." I spoke.

She nod in agreement, "I do too, Julianne." then she sighed, "Those boys really gave us unforgettable memories and so much more..." her voice trailed.

I sighed, "I really love those lads even though they're a pain in the ass sometimes." I exclaimed a smile on my face then Kaitlin chuckled.

"I've got to admit- those guys are the best guys who came into my life." Kaitlin exclaimed, a smile on her face and I just nod in agreement. I mean can't lie either- those lads were the best.

Then silence filled the room again. I sighed mentally and stood up and made my way to the shower and took a bath. While I was in the shower, I couldn't help but to think of those lads, the memories remain with us here.

How they started those pranks. How they burnt our foods. How they started the food fight. How they drag us to a restaurant just to mess around and so many stuffs. If we all got it in a video- Kaitlin and I could watch it everyday 24/7. But we don't have videos of those stuffs, sadly. I wonder if the boys had just stayed beside touring all around the world.

But I know Kaitin and I can't just hold them back- we want them to be happy. The means of being them happy is letting them dreams come true. We're so selfish if we told them stay, it's like we're not supporting them if we did let them. But Kailtin and I wants them to be happy and I hope even though we're not around them they'll still be happy.

After I finished taking a shower. I wore Michael's Rolling Stones singlet- I always love stealing clothes from Michael. I just smiled at the thought when I smelt his scent in his singlet. I really don't literally steal clothes from him- I just borrow them without permission. This rolling stone singlet is what he gave me the other night- so I thought maybe today is the time to wear it again.

Then a knock on my door came, "Julianne, are you finish?" I heard Kaitlin asked.

"Yeah, what's up?" I asked as I opened the door and saw her wearing Calum's hoodie this time.

"I was wondering if you wanted to go to the park and spend the rest of the day there." Kaitlin rubbed her arms while looking at the ground.

I smirked, "Okay, wait- I'll just put some pants on." then we both chuckled. I grabbed some black skinny pants on my cupboard and wore them along with my vans. I fixed my hair and let it dry for a while and applied some powder and held Kaitlin's hand and made our way out of the flat.

We were now walking on our way to the park. If Ashton's too lazy to drive we all would go walk our way to the park. And if Ashton wasn't lazy, they'll bring their instruments with them and put it on the trunk and perform at the park. Then a lot of people would stop and watch them for a while. They even played in small gigs in some place like bars just to earn money and buy new instruments.

They even said that they wrote a song dedicated to me and to Kaitlin- and we haven't heard of it just yet. We wonder what's that song all about- we've been dying to know that song and we've been asking the lads that but they never did tell us anything. They just smile, laugh and ignore us- yes, they are really good friends, note the sarcasm.

"Hey Kaitlin, do you still recall how did we met the lads?" I asked, breaking the silence between us.

She looked at me for a while then looked back to the ground, "Yeah-" she paused, "That's when the teacher asked us to group ourselves into 6. Then everyone was all in 6 groups and there's just the two of us then they came and asked if they can be a part of our group as well. That's when it started." Kaitlin explained.

I nod and chuckled, "Well ever since that groupings for our Biology project we all became unseparable- it's either after we make the project we all eat out or watch late night movies and that's where they first slept over with us." then we both laughed.

"I've got to be honest but we were all pretty young that time and now look at us- the lads became cuter than before and us, still us..." her voice trailed and I nod and sighed.

"What if they weren't our group mates that time? I believe we won't be this sad and miserable. We wouldn't  meet them and probably our life will still be boring just the way it was before." I exclaimed. "But thank God, he gave us the lads and our life wasn't that boring anymore but they have to leave. I mean can life be more any less sad or whatever? Can't we just be happy with the lads?"

"We can be happy with them but maybe today is not the right time. Let's just think positive, Julianne. We cannot tell anything, right? Let's just support the lads because this is what they like better." Kaitlin said and we sat on the park's grass and scented in the fresh air around us.

Kaitlin is right, we can't tell- we'll stay positive and support the boys. We stayed here for a while just letting the past go by- wasting it because we don't have anything else to do besides thinking of the lads who had just left. I always want to see the lads make it big to be honest and I can't wait for them to be known all around the world. They're gonna rock out and play the best they can while Kaitlin and I watch them over the internet and check their updates on their twitter. And I guess staying here and waiting for them maybe long enough but if we wouldn't think about it, it would be pretty fast.

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A/n: SO guys I updated chapter 1 :) We promise this will get better :)

I dedicate this first chapter to my new friend Kaitlin :) We both come up with this idea and in every chapter different POV of ours. Hope you guys have fun reading this...

Kaitlin, my new buddy, Hi :) I hope you are fine this day ;) @SweaterWeather6

-Julianne

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