Forgotten -5sos Story-

Chapter 7

Julianne's POV

I've got to admit, it was good to be back with the lads. I mean- after everything we still forgave them. I don't know about Kaitlin how she feels about us and the lads. But there is still a small part inside me that doesn't want to forgive them- like I was just on auto pilot and accepted their apologies.

After we record songs with the lads they invited us to eat with them at Nando's but Kaitlin and I denied their offer. I can feel Kaitlin doesn't want to bring back the memories but I am afraid those memories will come back for more and more.

"Come on!" Michael whispered seductively in my ear. Goosebumps started to rise on my skin and I gave Michael a look and he winked at me. I shook my head- as much as I like to hang out with Michael, I can't- the lads can't just make us feel like this!

"No is a no, Mike." I said, crossing my arms. I can feel his hand snake around my waist, pulling me close to him. Stop this Michael- I can' t fall for you again.

"Just one dinner, pretty please?" Michael pouted. I can't resist his face- it's so cute that I just wanted to kiss him so bad on the lips. I shook my head and avoided his looks. I saw Kaitlin talking to Luke- an emotionless Katy. "Katy? Can we all have dinner?"  Michael asked.

Kaitlin stopped talking to Luke and looked at Michael and eyed me. Oh yeah, I was still wrapped around Michael's arms. I tried to push him off but Michael wouldn't budge. "You heard Julianne in the first place. No is a no. Stop forcing us if we don't want to go out to eat with you guys!" Kaitlin practically shouted and pulled me off Michael's arms.

As long as I wanted to stay in his arms, I need to avoid him. We can be friends with them again but we cannot be close to them, ever again. They'll hurt us again and we don't want that to happen. It hurts so much to be forgotten by your friends you know- these lads doesn't even feel a thing. Doesn't know how much it hurts.

"I'm sorry guys, but we need to go." Kaitlin said.

"Can we at least give you a ride home?" Ashton offered.

We shook our heads and left them. Kaitlin quickly entered our car and I followed then we drove home. I opened the radio because music can relax anyone- it's true ya know! As I switched the station- and One Direction's You and I started to play- great timing to relax.

I can feel Kaitlin relaxed beside me. Then she took deep breathes before talking, "I know how you looked at Michael, earlier." she said.

I quickly looked at her and pulled a confused look, "What? What do you mean?" I asked.

"You like Michael, don't you?" a small smirk on her lips.

I was hesitating to answer her because I know that if I say 'yes, I like Michael', she might say avoid him because he may hurt me and other stuffs. Even though I am older than her- I feel like I'm younger than her. "Yes..." my voice trailed.

She laughed, "That's what I thought so." she smiled at me, "But please be careful okay?" I nod and she continued driving.

As soon as we got home, I threw my shoes at the side and threw my bag on the sofa and opened my twitter and saw tons of people tweeting me. I checked my mentions and saw a picture of me and Michael, earlier- me wrapped around his arms. I couldn't help but to blush and read the comments.

[A/N] I don't even know if there are usernames like those on below but if there are lemme borrow it for a while for the sake of the story tehehe and "@hiorheyjulianne" is my personal acc ;) -j]

@mikerowave5sos; @hiorheyjulianne @Michael5SOS wtf?! Are you two dating? Bc I don't ship you two!

@5secondsof1direction; @hiorheyjulianne @Michael5SOS Srsly? who ever made this stop editing!

@5secondsofsmuts; @hiorheyjulianne @Michael5SOS go to hell, bitch! You've been with every guy you meet! Now with Michael?

@katyjujufanatic; @hiorheyjulianne @Michael5SOS don't listen to them, actually you're pretty cute with Michael :)

Every tweet that 5SOS Fam tweeted hurts me. It hurts so much to read those- I didn't noticed I was crying until Kaitlin asked me what was wrong. I just told her it's nothing, I lied smoothly but she won't buy it. Kaitlin know me so much, "Julianne, what's wrong?" she asked. I just looked at my phone and she grabbed it and saw my mentions. "Don't listen to them, Juju. Don't let them affect you."

I nod and hugged her, "Thank you so much, Katy. I don't know what to do if you weren't there for me. You act so mature while-" I paused and she laughed and I couldn't help but to laugh as well. I wiped my tears with the back of my hand, "-I act so childish."

"Nonesense! We both act immature, ya know!" Kaitlin said in a posh accent.

I laughed because she was just hilarious just the way she is. Then suddenly we heard our doorbell. "I'll get it." I said and stood up. I made my way to the door and opened it and couldn't believe who I am seeing in front of me. "What are you doing here?" I asked, "How'd you know where we live?"

They frowned, "You've two changed a lot you know." the curly haired lad spoke.

I crossed my arms, "The only reason why we changed was nothing but you guys." I said and was about to shut the door when Calum stopped me. "Just leave, we don't need you here! We didn't invite you guys over, why are you here?!" I shouted, pushing Calum's hand off me.

Then I saw Kaitlin beside me giving me a confuse look and I just shrugged, "What are you guys doing here?" Kaitlin asked.

"We wanted to visit you girls, we miss you so much! We're sorry if we weren't there when you needed us! We're sorry for every thing..." Luke said.

"We don't need you. Sorry doesn't change anything." Kaitlin said sternly.

"But if you give us a second chance then maybe we can make things right now!" Calum exclaimed.

I don't know what to do now- I was lost for words as memories started to come back once again. My head suddenly aches and I tried to stand still in front of Calum and Kaitlin who was busy yelling at each other. The lads were whispering behind Calum and I just stood there like a little kid watching their parents fight in front.

"STOP!" I yelled and they did. I rubbed my temple and sighed, "Just stop! Fighting won't make things better- it will just make things worst, okay!" I said.

"Girls, we're really sorry and we mean it." Michael said as he looked at me in the eyes and to Kaitlin's eyes. "Julianne..." he spoke, "Kaitlin..."

Why does Michael make me feel like this? I hate it when he makes me fall for him again. I am trying my best not to have feelings on Michael but I guess I will fall on that. I shook my head, "I'm sorry guys- give us some space and we'll give you yours." I said and shut the door.

I looked at Kaitlin who was trying so hard to fight her tears- "Calum you're such a dick!" She shouted and punched the door and ran upstairs to her room.

I locked the door and sat down on the sofa- can things stop being worst?! Yesterday and earlier was already doing better but why when we were about to leave the studio- why do they have to show up again? Why when we wanted to forget them- they kept on haunting our minds? Now that we don't need them back again, here they are forcing theirselves back in our life again.

I am starting to hate life now. I made my way upstairs to my room and let Kaitlin have some space- I know she wants one so I will respect that. But I wish the lads didn't forgot us in the first place and I wish when they were about to leave they didn't promised that we will not be forgotten. I sighed and laid down on my bed, staring at the ceiling until I fell asleep.

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A/N: EMERGERRD! HEHE, I like the part where I wrote Michael wrapped me around his arms :') hehe <3 I just love that feeling hahaha

So yeah, all those usernames except @hiorheyjulianne and @Michael5SOS are fake, I don't even know if there are like that on twitter- I REALLY DON'T HAVE A CLUE!

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-Julianne xx