You Keep Me Sane {Jahseh Onfroy Story}

2• Studio

Jahseh

I spend almost half of my day beating my meat to the same girl I met yesterday

0_o

Anyways I put on some clothes and I head out the door I hopped in my car

What if I get some Instagram clout for hanging with her...

Speaking of instagram 🤔

I pull up Instagram on my phone and I look on Zharnae's story she has on an outfit

X just invited me to the studio 😱😱

I laughed cause I know everyone will freak out so I posted on my story

Someone is joining me at the studio...

Thinking about her while I'm driving is gonna fuck me up...I close my eyes and I open them back quick

Bruh I almost ran into a pole thinkin about this chick 🤕

I wonder how our kids would look? 🤔

Bruh I need to drive and stop thinking about this shit

I pull up to the studio and saw Zharnae coming out of a black challenger and she talks to the person in the car and the car disappears

"Hey X- I mean Jahseh" I smiled "How was your night"

"Depressed Zharnae" I look down

"Please call me Lesi" she said "And why depressing? You're like the most outbreaking rapper out there you shouldn't be depressed " she touches my shoulder

"Don't worry about it..." I looked at her "Well your more shorter in person" she pouts and I chuckle...

"Hey I'm not short!" I laughed

Tbh I was really fallin for her though 😕

I can't do this

I walked inside with her and she sat down

"Wassup who dis?" Ski Mask said

"This is Zharnae" I smiled

"But you can call me-"

"Just Zharnae" I said

"Wassup baby" YFN Lucci said as I felt a jealousy in my system 😬

"Hi?" She said shyly

"Now where the clout 🤔" I said

"Nah" silence for a while "Hey X you wanna freestyle with us?" I nodded as I look at Lesi

This is my chance to get close to her

"Lesi wanna rap with us?" I smiled "I know you got it in you"

"Umm....I mean yeah but-"

"Let's go!!" I grabbed her hand and we ran to the mic

As the beat starts I rapped

Rap quitter, knack of the sack, nigga
Who blizzards this rap, bigger than men of a pack
Grin to the top of the gat, grip, and I'm busting up wack niggas
Tarter or plaque, nigga? What do you choose?
Simply irrelevant, mhm, cynical, evident
Please, wrestling evidence, keys
Moving when definite
Sole goals for the president
Bleed red for the government, he's...

"Hahaha!" I didn't know what else to say I just laughed it out

And continue

Love is not kissing, hugs, sharing fucking drugs
Pictures on your birthday, pictures of making love
It's dedication, trust and patience and compromise
Not do or die, ultimatums for you and I
I feel a vibe between us fade and I fucking hate it
I cut myself constantly, hate myself, and creating
Pain within your heart and I'm thinking this pistol tempting
Screaming out to my demons "get even within yourself."
She crying, she need your help, and you selfish, think 'bout yourself?
All these problems created extended from hated self, and I...

I seriously don't know what else to say

"Hahaha, that's all I got right now"

Just then Lesi jumped in

Not saying I'm the best
I'm saying that I'm tryna be, minus the excess
Beating on my chest, get checked up
Beat the beat, a boulder pro
That's too quick too, outdoing all the older folks
They be Voldermorts, I'm the Harry Potter
"Aye, what you think, son?" That trash don't carry water
Unless I scare your daughter or run up in a room
I be flying across the moon with a broom, I'm witch!

We alll looked at her I fell in love 😍

"Damn you can rap sing and play video games!?" She looks at her phone

"SHIT!" I screamed "I'm late for my interview oh my god"

"You want me to drive you?" I turned around and mouthed to them "help me"

"Yeah X has a very fast car" Ski Mask said

"No it's okay I'm being picked up"

"By who?" I said "Cuz I don't want anything happening to you..." she chuckles

"Nah nothing will it's just my boyfriend"

😶

"Jahseh? You okay" she looks at me

I just left without a word

🖤Bruh I got sooo many chapters after this if you want me to double update let me know🖤